The divided nature of the creator is a projection that was brought to Earth through our involution and incarnation. Only through our incarnation on Earth together could we unite the dual aspects of the creator on Earth. The Tetragrammaton, or YHVH, is in itself, a title, a representation of the divine masculine and feminine united. This title is a symbol of who we are and who the male and female beings are on Earth and the manifestation of YHVH within them.
The Goddess nature is one of egoless judgment of the divine for when man steps into the mindset of patriarchal thinking, then he is with ego and his path is shadowed and unclear without the Goddess nature being recognized within him. Without his recognition and acceptance of the Goddess, the Goddess nature and the Goddess nature within himself, then he is blinded to the god that he is and the god that lives within him. When man denies the Goddess, he denies his own godhood. Only when man truly accepts the Goddess is he able to see with true eyes, divine eyes and see with wisdom and clarity.
When woman recognizes her own true divinity OF her feminine side then she becomes the Goddess and is a representation of her; her Goddess hood is working powerfully within her and she is empowered by her own femininity. When woman does not recognize her own Goddess hood, then it is impossible for her to accept and understand the god and the godhood.
When the creator splits itself into male and female and incarnates on Earth, it is so they can learn and know each other. As one they are complete and perfect yet they cannot understand their differences or their similarities. The sacred male and female become enchanted by each other, so in awe at the site of their opposite that their only hunger is to become one once again. And so it is the romance, the love story of the creator, when polar opposites look at each other without discrimination or judgment, but fall in love with each other over and over again, celebrating their uniqueness and their sameness. The key is not to understand why they are different but to accept that they ARE different yet the same. To do this takes great wisdom and courage and to do this multiplies enlightenment for the creator.
My beloved and I are the perfect example of twin souls; the exact and pure incarnation of male and female that were joined as one soul yet divided in order to admire each other and to bring the two polarities together. Man and woman are at war on Earth for they are taught to despise each other and to not respect their differences as divine nature. They make each other their enemy and this is the poison which divides everything in a none divine way and is a product of the created matrix.
The God nature is what helps the cycles to continue. Though it is the Goddess who is impregnated and gives birth and nourishes life with her divine milk, it is the God who keeps the wheels turning and it is she who empowers it with existence.
When woman does not recognize the God nature within herself then she remains fearful and afraid of life. She lacks courage and direction of self. The war aspect of the Goddess is the recognition of the God within herself and her desire to honour both her own femininity and the divine masculine. When she does not recognize the Godhood and the God nature within herself, then her own Goddess hood and Goddess nature cannot make love and unite within.
Man who does not accept or acknowledge the God nature within himself is the man who cannot comprehend his own duality or his own cycles; he is oblivious to the pure love and wisdom of the Goddess and becomes fatherless and sonless.
I can teach you about the God and the Goddess and the God and the Goddess who lives within you all but I, as the Goddess, will teach you about the Goddess and the sacred feminine and how she applies to humanity, of men and women, for I belong not only to woman but equally to man.
As the sacred consort of Jesus and his holy bride, I empowered his knowledge and his ministry. We taught about true and divine love expressed through human, physical acts of love making. I teach the golden light that lives within you where I reside and that I do not divide myself nor multiply; I am simply all aspects; I am the maiden, the mother, the wise woman; I am the matriarch, the daughter, the lover, the wife, the sister and the left side of the creator. I live within your temple and the temple of Christ and the Christ lives within my temple as I live within your temple. I am limitless within you and within your life and I express to you the limitless possibilities that are yours with the recognition of the Christ and of the Christed, for not only the male expression of the creator can bring you salvation of spirit and body but also me, the female expression, for it is only when we are combined within you can you gain freedom from ego and the created matrix.
When man hates the Goddess, he hates a part of himself. When I am scorned for my existence, my power and my equality with the god, I grow more potent. When I am rejected then the God is rejected as is the God within you and the God around you.
Just as I give life I also give death for I am the giver of life. I am the empowerer of your Earthly body and it is I who grants the transition of death when it is your time to go and leave the Earthly plain. When it is time for your transition, I depart your body and your spirit travels with me into your next incarnation. I am all that is within you and all that is around you; in all of life’s experiences, in the troubles and the joys, in the heartaches and the happiness of all that is. I am your praiser and your punisher, I am your rewarder and the one who takes away for with wisdom comes the knowledge of all experiences and to embrace me you must embrace everything about me and everything about me is within all of your experiences. To know me is to know yourself; to know yourself is to know me. I am the fuel that empowers the cycles of the God and I show you how everything is related and not defined as good and bad but a process of mind and spirit, as an evolution of your own soul enlightenment.
It is within knowing me that you are purified; through all your acts of love I live and through all your acts of unlove I dwell for I am the Queen of Heaven and the Underworld and I am the Lady of the Earth. Wherever you go, I am there. Whatever you do I am present, for I am the spirit that attaches itself to every molecule of life and death.
I am the lover and the beloved. I am the hunter and the hunted. I am all that can make your life blessed and I am all that can make your life cursed because everything depends on your own free will and choices and whether you choose to accept or deny me and my existence.
In the story of Marduk as he defeated the Mother dragon it is possible to see this as a direct attack on the divine feminine and yet to see truth in the ancient texts and to look between the lines we must understand that in all ways the Goddess was the victor, for to create the world and the universe and to empower the creative force of the God so that with the body of the Goddess he could create ALL worlds so that the Mother would always be the Mother of ALL life. This is a perfect example of the sacrifice made by the Goddess to give spirit born into matter a home to live. And so each and every planet is a womb where beings dwell, warm within the belly of their beloved Mother. With my own incarnation I expressed this same analogy for I allowed myself to be the creative force that empowered the creative nature of Jesus which enabled him to teach his word and this word, because of me, lives within all. I do not condone that woman must sacrifice and that sacrifice should be part of her path; I teach the sacrifice made for the greater good and I teach these example so all may know the enormous part the Goddess and my incarnation of her on Earth played in the salvation of humankind and soul evolution.
And now I bring to you the truth that I am also the Alpha and the Omega; I am the beginning and the end; I am life and I am death; I am the light and I am the dark but I am only the dark when you live within denial of me.
Allow my love to reach you and allow the love of Jesus to penetrate your heart and soul for together we bring the gift of unconditional love and wise teachings. We are the light, we are the way, we are each and every door and all roads lead back to us, for we are the directors of the cycles that keep you passing through us with every turn.
The secret is not hard to see, to understand, that I am the Luciferic Light that guides the way through the darkness of ignorance and all mysteries are imparted by me and by my will to do so. I am Venus and the Mother of Wisdom and the Keeper of truth.
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So Moses made a bronze snake and put it up on a pole. Then when anyone was bitten by a snake and looked at the bronze snake, they lived. Numbers 21:9
Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the wilderness, so the Son of Man must be lifted up. John 3:15
I bring to you an image of the serpent, which is the male Logos. I bring to you the SERPENT LOGOS, for it is the re-birthing of knowledge within you, the resurrection and the light; it is the epitome of life never ending and through my mouth, the mouth of the serpent, you shall pass through the gateways of death, unharmed but baptized with divine fire.
Quote from: http://esophoria.org/the-gospel-of-jesus/
There are 3 main categories of people: there are the lambs, the wolves and the shepherds who enter into our reality from higher densities to guide the lambs and to protect them from getting lost. The right pillar is producing lambs and food for the lambs while the left pillar is producing wolves out of the lost sheep that cannot fit into the polarization of the right pillar. In time, while we are going through the transition to the new age, most people are like lost sheep who are searching for shepherds while the wolves are multiplying and they are also changing forms and they try to hide behind these new forms to feed their realities with the blood of the lambs.
The gods love and protect the sheep of the right pillar because they are choosing to serve the light and help their fellow humans as well as showing respect to the gods, trying to avoid meddling with the cosmic order while at the same time, offering their faith to them that through a macroscopic reality, they will bring justice for the pure and the good people.
From the moment that you produce the thought which suggests that there is no God and there is no cosmic order, you are moving to the left pillar and you are trying to turn the sun wheel (swastika) to the left side, even if the God you reject is not the right one. From the moment you choose to reject the divine authority in any form that is presented to you and you come to the conclusion that there is no order in the universal consciousness, you are stepping onto the path of danger and into the arena of the gods and demons because where there is no order one will manifest itself and human survival instincts alone will try to produce one by projecting long shots through the left hemisphere of the brain based on macroscopic (external) or microscopic (internal) visions within the limits of the war of the left side where you can be cooked by the fire produced and be a delicious meal for the demons or become a wolf yourself and start consuming the energy produced by the lost sheep in order to direct it towards order or chaos.
The same happens when you are polarized by the external power and the external order of a religion or ideology as it happens at a very dangerous level in Islam and Christianity which are products of Judaism and of the extreme and cancerous patriarchy that is orchestrated in this way in order to replace the divine authority of the inner with the material and the outer authority of the ‘patriarchs’ and their political interests. This is why this reality is trying to block the left side and the left hemisphere of our brain in order to prevent understanding and this is the reality that is producing the extreme materialism of the western world by forbidding balance and alignment of spirituality with science in our reality.
In most cases these ‘patriarchs’ are wolves in lambs clothing and it is their inner imbalance and mental instability that leads them to the path of the blind ‘God’ in the first place which doesn’t want to reveal himself through the outer and through the archetypal patterns and through philosophy and externalization of the inner, but the worst are the occultist priests who are mostly members of the Vatican who come to the conclusion that the inner knowledge is meant only for them and for the ‘chosen’ while they are projecting fear and polarized patterns such as this ridiculous projection about the descended Logos (Lucifer) who they made equal with Satan in order to feed their monstrous constructions with darkness. They are more like the priests of Satan who serve the God in the underworld and they are those who follow the negative/polarized left hand path whether they are able to understand it or not. Where there is no evolution of spirit there is devolution and degeneration and where there is no God there is Satan.
Yes, there can be good wolves who can see trough the circle of involution and ascension that produce positive mental power who in reality are lambs in wolf’s clothing who made the choice to fight in the darkness for the gods and for the divine order and to protect the simple minded people who do not have the ability or the time to deal with the difficult questions that the left hemisphere of the brain is producing. A simple faith in the divine can elevate you above difficulties if you are of course able to close your ears to the noises and the voices that the left hemisphere of the brain is producing or find some way to deal with it through some sophisticated mentality that will enable you to align with the exiting external reality and find inner peace through socialization.
The following perception is being generated and expressed in levels by those who try to balance the opposite polarities and become Christed Masters even if they know it or not:
And if someone were being a “sheep” by mindlessly following the flock of worldly desires, then again, we must be the wolves.”
- Samael Aun Weor
If you cannot balance the voices of the left side and you cannot pass them through the existing reality, through socialization, it is highly possible that you will start thinking about asceticism because the voice of the ‘Satan’ within you will be stronger than in ‘normal’ people and you will start thinking about detachment and asceticism to find inner peace and give an end to the war of the opposite polarities within you which are in constant conflict. You may also get into the mental war of the left side and become a wolf where you have to, in order to bite with your sharp teeth, those who are consuming spiritual energy for unworthy reasons or to start eating the lambs for your own pleasure while you feed your ego with a negative mental power.
There is positive and negative mental power and both can be very ugly in the eyes of the lambs as well as being dangerous for them. It can be as ugly as guns are for simple people who just want their peace and for some reason they find them selves in the middle of a gun fight and even become the collateral damage, especially if they are so innocent to attempt to use their water pistols against machine guns and bazookas.
It is better for a believer and for a righteous lamb of the right pillar to remain silent and just step away when the mental guns start firing because if they want to step into the war of the left hemisphere of the brain they first have to make sure that they are wearing their armor and they have to be ready to shoot and be shot at and train their minds in the art of mental warfare because there is no god that can save them from their own reality and there is not a righteous lamb of the right pillar that can make a mental war with a wolf. It is simple logic, really.
There is no imaginary spiritual power that is not reflected in the Logos of a person. If we cannot make it through the calculations of the left brain hemisphere then this in the most cases means that we are weak in the lower densities because we are also spiritually weak and we cannot balance our left side through involution and this means that we should never try to mess with complicated mental calculations and get attached by lower perceptions, especially those regard the involution process of the spirit in matter.
Of course, there are ways to make a passive war as Gandhi and the New Testament taught and this would be great if we could have some success through it but we have to understand that this is not the only way and not all people can accept to be hit or their people hit without reacting and this is not always weakness as we also need to understand that we have to detach if we follow this path and stop projecting a polarized reality where the whole and absolute is passiveness to everything and the polarization of the right side. This projection is just an empty bullet and it is like a suicidal act if you throw it to a wolf that can see through the shadows of the left pillar, because such a projection can easily become the biggest hypocrisy when all of these wrongs are happening and some people chose to project their ego above those who have something to say about it because they are too incompetent to deal with reality and they become hippie-like, thinking that their stoned reality is above everything.
Binah (understanding) is connected to the left hemisphere of our brain and our heart and in reality, if you are becoming polarized by all of the new age nonsense, then you will not discover the MEANING of true love because you cannot love something that you cannot understand, even if you choose to chant the word ‘love’ and project your ego against the left and the whole because of fear. You cannot transmute darkness into light if you fear darkness because you need to understand darkness in order to transmute it into light and you cannot love something that you cannot understand and something that you cannot pass through the left brain hemisphere and from there to the heart. There is no light where there is no darkness and there is no right where there is no wrong and some fearful people of the new age movement are projecting an illusion that can help them to escape reality and nothing more as they are unable to understand the right hand path they choose to follow which I will explain better later.
The right hand path and the passive way is the way of the lambs. We are not all lambs and there is nothing wrong in being one and understanding and accepting that you prefer to be under the protection of the right hand of God rather than to fight in a war where the lambs are in danger from the wolves. Anything beyond this is an artificial polarization of the right side and NOT the whole. The whole is NOT passive and some people in the new age community need to escape from this illusion and stop projecting an artificial polarization of this kind in a reality which mental and spiritual chaos is ruling. The whole has BOTH the left and the right hands and can be really dangerous and it does not follow polarized patterns.
We must understand that from the left side emanates Gnosis (Binah), strength (Gebourah) and self esteem (Netzach) and there is no god or Ascended Master in this or in any universe that is not complete and whole and has BOTH the left and right hands and cant see through the whole circle of involution and ascension.
If you do the math you can understand that the real shepherds who manage to cross the polarities of the left and the right pillars are not even the 0.1% of the worlds population while for example in Greece the majority of the population believe that because they are Greeks and because they believe that the Greeks invented philosophy, they are all spiritual masters and great philosophers while the vast majority of them are mental masturbators with overfed egos who are just biting each other and drinking each other’s blood while the polarization is expanding to a very dangerous level and both the left and the right wingers are going crazy while they also have the biggest neo-Nazi party in the world! The Geeks always had overfeed ego because of the polarization of the left pillar within a reality where the many were trying to imitate the few real philosophers who were hunted and even slaughtered by the many because many were confusing mental masturbation and polarization of the left side with philosophy which was mostly a product of the ancient Egyptian and Babylonian mysteries in which the great Greek philosophers were initiates.
Hellenism externalized the esoteric knowledge of the east-right and anyone that is unable to see through this reality is because of ignorance, deep mental masturbation and delusions that are a product of the materialistic and external polarization of the western (left) world.
Grecocentrism at a national level can be something like a protective shield against the blood sucking projections of the brain damaged left wingers who are living in a parallel universe and who have lost contact with reality but in a wider level, Grecocentrism is like a planetary cancer that is being used to expand polarization between the inner/east and the outer/west and this is not something new; it is a very old and complicated game which was all about directing the consciousness of the planet to specific agendas and I could write whole books to explain how and why this polarization is being implanted into our consciousness and how all of the western traditions are involved and co-responsible for the materialistic polarization of the planet.
I also think that this is not a coincidence:
HELLENIC MATRIX = 918 = MASTURBATION
As the historian of philosophy Diogenes Laertius said:
“Τὸ τῆς φιλοσοφίας ἔργον ἔνιοί φασιν ἀπὸ βαρβάρων ἄρξαι. Γεγενῆσθαι γὰρ παρὰ μὲν Πέρσαις Μάγους, παρὰ δὲ Βαβυλωνίοις ἢ Ἀσσυρίοις Χαλδαίους, καὶ γυμνοσοφιστὰς παρ’ Ἰνδοῖς, παρά τε Κελτοῖς καὶ Γαλάταις τοὺς καλουμένους Δρυΐδας καὶ Σεμνοθέους, καθά φησιν Ἀριστοτέλης ἐν τῷ Μαγικῷ καὶ Σωτίων ἐν τῷ εἰκοστῷ τρίτῳ τῆς Διαδοχῆς. Φοίνικά τε γενέσθαι Ὦχον, καὶ Θρᾷκα Ζάμολξιν, καὶ Λίβυν Ἄτλαντα.
Αἰγύπτιοι μὲν γὰρ Νείλου γενέσθαι παῖδα Ἥφαιστον, ὃν ἄρξαι φιλοσοφίας, ἧς τοὺς προεστῶτας ἱερέας εἶναι καὶ προφήτας.  Ἀπὸ δὲ τούτου εἰς Ἀλέξανδρον τὸν Μακεδόνα ἐτῶν εἶναι μυριάδας τέσσαρας καὶ ὀκτακισχίλια ὀκτακόσια ἑξήκοντα τρία· ἐν οἷς ἡλίου μὲν ἐκλείψεις γενέσθαι τριακοσίας ἑβδομήκοντα τρεῖς, σελήνης δὲ ὀκτακοσίας τριάκοντα δύο.”
“The work of philosophy was taken from the Barbarians. Was born from Persian magicians, from Babylonian and Assyrian Chaldeans and from Hindus and Celts and Galatians and the so called Druids and Egyptians and others.”
“Λανθάνουσι δ’ αὑτοὺς τὰ τῶν Ἑλλήνων κατορθώματα, ἀφ’ ὧν μὴ ὅτι γε φιλοσοφία, ἀλλὰ καὶ γένος ἀνθρώπων ἦρξε, βαρβάροις προσάπτοντες. Ἰδοὺ γοῦν παρὰ μὲν Ἀθηναίοις γέγονε Μουσαῖος, παρὰ δὲ Θηβαίοις Λίνος. Καὶ τὸν μὲν Εὐμόλπου παῖδά φασι, ποιῆσαι δὲ Θεογονίαν καὶ Σφαῖραν πρῶτον· φάναι τε ἐξ ἑνὸς τὰ πάντα γίνεσθαι καὶ εἰς ταὐτὸν ἀναλύεσθαι. Τοῦτον τελευτῆσαι Φαληροῖ, καὶ αὐτῷ ἐπιγεγράφθαι τόδε τὸ ἐλεγεῖον·“
“They are mistaken about the accomplishments of the Greeks because philosophy was a product of the eastern (Barbarian as the Greeks were saying) traditions…”
Hellenism was one of the greatest gifts given from the gods but at the same time, it is one of the greatest curses because with it also comes responsibility. As we know from the Sumerian texts, the gods warn humanity that once they give them the gift of civilization there is no going back to innocence because with civilization comes many joys but also many sorrows and once we accept it, we can never give it back.
Hellenism externalized the esoteric knowledge of the east and upon it gave birth to the western civilization and it was one of the greatest achievements that humans have ever accomplished while the deep impact of the contrasts manifested a very powerful matrix/womb which was bound to give birth to ascended beings and because of this great gift, there was a price to pay and the price is equally great as the Greek matrix is because such a great matrix requires worthy hosts while the external is the host of the internal and vice versa. A material being within an ascended matrix is like a malevolent and parasitic alien host and while the Greek matrix was degenerating and devolving because of the increase of entropy, the price was becoming more and more.
I am trying to explain how the mental polarization of the outer (lower densities/yin) is produced in the western world while the spiritual tradition of west originates from the east. The east (right brain hemisphere of the planet) is producing the divine seed which then implants in the west (left brain hemisphere of the planet) in order for it to grow within the womb of the western civilization which in this case is Greece that produced the intellectual power of the west. Even now I do not think that any western thinker can just skip the Greek philosophers and what we NEED to understand as a collective entity is that this intellectual miracle happened because of the crossing of the polarities of east and west and not because of the overfed mental polarization of the outer that the western civilization is producing.
I am explaining the difference between a polarized reality and a CROSSED reality. A polarized reality of the right side (east/yang) can produce mentally weak and submissive people and a polarized reality of the left side (west/yin) can produce mentally strong people with overfed egos polarized in the lower densities (yin). In the same way, a polarized reality of the right side can produce spiritually powerful people with strong will’s which are the real saints whom you can find in all traditions and a polarized reality of the left side can produce spiritually weak people that are sinking into the lower densities and into extreme materialism. Of course, reality doesn’t have to be this way and in every case what is needed is balance between the opposites that can be manifested through the conscious effort to cross the polarities starting within and manifesting without and we must try to avoid the polarized conceptions which suggest, for example, that only the east needs the west or that only the west needs the east. East and west need each other in order to produce a balanced reality in the planetary consciousness and what we must avoid is the polarization of either the left or the right. There is nothing wrong with the right hand path as long as it is NOT projected as the absolute reality against the left side and against the whole. There is nothing wrong with the left hand path as long as it is NOT about dominating the weak people and doesn’t steal their energy but it is about freeing the consciousness of the planet by bringing the darkness into the light.
Do not make the mistake of believing that the left hand path is not a path of danger and that you will liberated from the gods and the ALL and that you will be able to do anything you like; this is just an illusion that is projected from the lowest levels of Satanism and from spiritually immature people that have no sense of responsibility. There are laws and law keepers who rule both the dark and the light and from the moment you step into the left hand path you are either under the authority and the protection of the gods or you are under the authority of beings that no human would ever want to be connected with as they would never ask your permission to implant their energy imprints into your shadow and suck your energy through these implants and make you a zombie.
The gods and the Archangels can implant their own energy imprints within you if you give them permission to do so as I have done in many cases where I have signed sacred contracts with the gods to work for them in the lower densities when before this they were trying to reach me but I could not hear them and give them the conscious permission to work through me.
You have to understand that the gods would never lower themselves as to force their will upon you or violate your free will if you do not agree or ask them to do so whereas the malevolent beings who seek ‘freedom’ from the gods have no morals and no code of honor or self respect and they will always try to trick your mind until you will become someone else or worse, something else, and they will never ask your permission for playing with your DNA or programming your subconscious the way they want. This is the ‘freedom’ that many delusional people of the left hand path are receiving.
With the left brain hemisphere we are making calculations about the outer (lower densities) through square logic and with the right hemisphere of the brain we are making calculations for the inner (spirituality/higher densities) through circular reasoning beyond time and space and this is why in most cases the produced result is abstract and seemingly irrational. While we are trying to reach the higher densities through meditation and through normal spiritual practices of the right hand path, in reality we are trying to see beyond time and space while the higher densities vibrate faster and so time is running faster and so the circle closes faster and so we can perceive it through abstract reasoning while the lower densities vibrate slower and time is running slower and so it is more difficult to see through the circle if you will not bring it down (involution) and make a rectangle out of the circle. This the alchemical key of involution (left hand path): We have to make a rectangle out of a circle where at the end of the circle the rectangle will return to its source.
There is no evolution of spirit (ascension) where there is no involution of the spirit in matter where we have to produce the circle with our right brain hemisphere and bring it down to our left brain hemisphere through square reasoning and Gnosis about the involution process which is produced in the left brain hemisphere as I have explained here:
“The outer Christ can be perceived through the left pillar and through GNOSIS which you can gain ONLY through involution within yin (lower densities) and through the left brain hemisphere which is connected with Binah.”
Where a spiritual perception is not producing Gnosis regarding the involution process through the circle, we are just manifesting a polarized illusion of the right hand path mostly because of the fear for the unknown (dark) which in return produces a strong polarization of the left brain hemisphere while the produced perceptions of the polarized right hand path can produce mental diseases which grow into spiritual diseases that cant pass through the rectangle and return to the source through the circle.
Through this reality you can better understand the difference of a real spiritual person from a religious fundamentalist who believes in the dead word of a book in reality and who is becoming polarized in the binary products of the left brain hemisphere as I have also explained here:
Believing in God does not mean believing in the OUTER expression of God as it is presented to you and as you perceive it through the outer, but it is about believing in the INNER that you CANNOT perceive. When people are able to perceive the inner through real spiritual experiences they do not need any faith or any religion. If you can see through the circle and understand the involution process then you are a Gnostic and not a believer and you are starting to dig into the shadow of the past (left side) to find the patterns that will help you to understand clearer the involution process and bring the circle down to your left brain hemisphere through square reasoning based on the need of time (Ananke/Chronos). This is the Living Logos which is the Serpent Logos that is not a dead/static word as we perceive it through the polarized perceptions of the lower densities where we cannot make a circle out of the rectangle with binary reasoning and return to the source and to the zero point (cosmic egg) by passing through this alchemical process. This is the serpent/Uraeus that was emerging outwards from the third eye of the Pharaohs that was a powerful protector and destroyer of Ra’s enemies and this is the same force which an initiate can trace in the Logos of Jesus and his projection in the astral (within) by analyzing the patterns through the left hand path and through intellectual algorithms.
Jesus is my friend and I like him and my left side that rules the underworld adores him and I will NEVER deny him until the end (that is soon) and I find it hilarious that some foolish people think that they can ridicule him but this is life which sometimes can be a real bitch for some people. There are those who are really confused and have even tried to create a fake Messiah with a lowly teacher who is known as Krishnamurti who would not be able to understand the difference between a man and a woman in the higher realms just as Osho, his drug addict friend, who sold himself as the great master from the east.
It makes me laugh to think about these packaged, spiritual drugs that the lower devas sell to the lambs regarding one Jesus Sananda who became an Ascended Master just recently. This is one of the most ludicrous ‘inventions’ of our times and even though this channel is being used by the real Ascended Masters (who are lower than the gods) it is an illusion and I can guarantee you that it is an illusion when compared with El Shaddai, the king of heaven and hell, that will bring judgment and not packaged eastern drugs.
He was not just some eastern ‘lover boy’; he is the bridegroom. He is Osiris/Marduk, the lord of the dead and the king and the judge of the gods and not just some lower master from the east. He could be the god of the east and nothing less than this. He could (I know that he is) be Krishna the son of God.
You can see the image of the Serpent Logos which I am describing through the following pattern which you can find in many traditions around the globe:
A Christed Master is the one who manages to complete the circle and cross the polarities either through a microscopic esoteric reality (right hand path, from right to left) or through a macroscopic exoteric reality (left hand path, from left to right). This is where the two circles that turn in the opposite direction away from each other (from right to left and from left to right) meet at the zero point and reveal to the initiate the middle path of the dragon and the mother Logos of Binah, the father Logos of Kether (crown) and the son Logos of Chokmah. This is the holy trinity that is above all gods and all forms and this is an esoteric reality that all the ascended beings are aware of but it is also an exoteric reality where you can trace the genders and the product of the Hieros Gamos which is the triangular hermaphrodite Logos which emanates from the holy trinity and manifests the pyramid of creation with the 13 floors (which is an ancient Babylonian symbol that masons use today) through a spiraling consciousness which is known also as Jacobs ladder. When the microcosm (esoteric) and the macrocosm (exoteric) meet, the two circles that are turning in the opposite direction (opposite polarities) merge together and cross the polarities through the alchemical process of the Hieros Gamos which produce the serpent spiral (serpent rope) that emanates from Ein Sof through the Vesica Piscis.
SERPENT SPIRAL = 1032 = THE WAY TO HEAVEN
1032 = BE PART OF THE LIGHT
1032 = SELF REALIZATION
1032 = LOVE UNDER WILL
1032 = FINAL DESTINATION
1032 = THE COSMIC CHRIST
1032 = THE DRAGON SLAYER
THE SERPENT SPIRAL = 1230 = THE CROSS OF MATTER
Here I found an interesting document about the cross of matter:
1230 = THE FIRST INTELECT
1230 = THE SELF REALIZATION
1230 = THE FINAL DESTINATION
1230 = GEMATRIA IS THE PROOF
THE SERPENT VORTEX = 1404 = THE GREAT PYRAMID OF GIZA
1404 = ANCIENT CIVILIZATIONS
1404 = ANUNNAKI CIVILIZATION
THE SERPENT ROPE = 1020 = THE EARTH MATRIX
1020 = ANUNNAKI MATRIX
1020 = GENETIC ENGINEERING
1020 = DIVINE BLOODLINES
1020 = THE ROYAL FAMILY
1020 = WE ARE THE ANUNNAKI
THE ANUNNAKI MATRIX = 1218 = ASCENSION VORTEX
1218 = THE HUMANOID MATRIX
1218 = THE ANUNNAKI CREATION
1218 = THE CREATION MATRIX
1218 = THE HUMANOID CREATION
1218 = THE ORIGINAL MATRIX
1218 = MATRIX OF LEADERHSHIP
1218 = MATRIX OF CONTROL
1218 = MATRIX OF DIRECTION
1218 = THE MATRIX OF YHWH
1218 = THE MATRIX OF ZION
1218 = MATRIX OF THE AWAKENED
1218 = MATRIX OF THE CHOSEN
SERPENT LOGOS = 990
990 = SERPENTARIUS
990 = JESUS SPIRIT
990 = THE NEW AGE CHRIST
990 = EMMANUEL BORN AGAIN
990 = BEHOLD JESUS IS BACK
990 = RESURRECTION
990 = ANUNNAKI REBIRTH
990 = TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
THE SERPENT LOGOS = 1188
1188 = I CREATED EVERYTHING
1188 = THE TREE OF KNOWLEDGE
1188 = TWELVE EMANATIONS
It flowed down the center of the main street. On each side of the river grew a tree of life, bearing twelve crops of fruit, with a fresh crop each month. The leaves were used for medicine to heal the nations. Revelation 22:2
1188 = ALL THINGS ARE REVEALED
1188 = GEMATRIA TECHNOLOGY
1188 = THE SECRET OF GEMATRIA
1188 = THE PROOF OF GEMATRIA
1188 = THE END OF THE ANTICHRIST
1188 = THE END IS THE BEGINNING
1188 = SHEKINAH RETURNS
1188 = THE RESURRECTION
1188 = THE BIRTH OF THE SUN
1188 = INFINITY IS ZERO (Ein Sof/No Thing)
Try to go against the Serpent Logos once this reality is revealed to you and you will be broken into pieces by the Uraeus and you will not be able to blame anyone for your foolish choice to think that you can rise above the creator of everything in the universe because you are either good in mental masturbation (left side) or because you think that you are some great spiritual master from the east (right side). In either case if you make the foolish choice to think that your polarized illusion is above the cosmic order you will have to deal with it and face your reality where it can get really ugly if you challenge this cosmic force and provoke the Serpent Logos to wrap itself around you and chock you to death by taking the last breath of life out of you. You can call this force Christ and Ra or Satan and Apep if this naming works better for you. The naming in this case is of no real importance while this force is beyond polarization (beyond the poles) and beyond any form. I would call this force Abraxas to be able to explain it better through the tradition of Abraxas but I could also call it Apollo (which means beyond the poles) to trigger the minds of the real Pythagoreans who can see beyond the statue and the depicting of Apollo through the Greek mythology.
Ignorance is bliss in these cases and there is NO ascended being in the universe that will go against the lambs of the right side because they do not know or because they cannot understand. It is ludicrous to even think about and it is a product of the lower ego of the polarized beings of darkness (left side). So yes, you can call me a Satanist if it works for you as I am part of every product and its polar opposite that any polarization can produce but of course, I have no relation with these ‘great masters’ of the left side who worship polarized beings of darkness through manipulated forms such as this ridiculous projection of the Satan-Lucifer creation who is an enemy of Christ. These theories are pure comedy.
Those who have the biggest problem are the false shepherds and the projectors of the false reality/matrix and the more people that they influence, the more karmic debt they are generating because they place themselves as gods in the place of the gods and project a polarized reality in the lower densities that does not let the consciousness spiral of the planet to grow and ascend to the higher densities and the higher mental fields.
Every reality projector and ‘divine wannabe’ mason and architect is meddling with the binary emanations of Binah from the LEFT side and so they think or realize that they are players of the serpents game in which Atum, the lord of the circles of the serpents, is the ruler. In reality, a polarized being of darkness (left side) could never be a real divine mason while the ONLY thing that they can produce is IMITATIONS of the holy sequences within the lower densities (lower mental fields) which manifest an artificial polarization of the left or right side because subconsciously they are controlled by fallen beings that cannot climb up the Jacob’s Ladder (serpent spiral) to the higher densities and their false reality projections would be in danger if the collective consciousness spiral grows beyond their polarized lies and illusions on which they base their authority in the lower densities with the only aim to dominate the lambs and feed their lower ego.
The holy sequences are emanating from the higher densities through the Tree of Life and they are ALL products of the Serpent Logos who is the Alpha and the Omega and so the beings who are meddling with the left side are in danger of becoming trapped in their own illusions that some times produce never ending karmic vortexes in which they choke themselves to death if they cannot go through this alchemical process of involution and ascension and complete the circle.
In this sense, what the Bible says about putting those of the left side to the mercy of Satan is the truth because those who produce evil will not be able to escape their own reality and they will understand that indeed they are at the mercy of Satan who is the left side of the Serpent Logos who as we know was taking commands by God as we learn from the story of Job.
I am sure that the Serpent Logos (the divine essence of ALL the gods) will greatly appreciate the blood (spiritual energy) sacrifices they are performing to honour (and empower in reality) his left side and they will get back what they really want. It is basically easy to understand why and how Gnosticism produced Satanism; it is pure logic and you do not have to be able to ascend (make the circle out of the rectangle) to understand how this works. You can just see the light in darkness (lower densities) if you make the required calculations while bearing in mind that we are at the crossroads of the old and new Aeon (the Aeon of Abraxas).
By default the Gnostics are delving into the left side and either they are working to bring the darkness into the light as the real Illuminati are supposed to do or they are working through a polarized perception of the lower densities that is a product of manipulated frequencies which are meant to empower the Archonic forces who are the architects of the false matrix. Either way, the Gnostic practice in not easy and the left hand path should not in any way be projected against the right hand path by default as it happens in some groups of people who think that they raised themselves above the gods because they are good with numbers and calculations and they can in reality imitate the holy sequences in the lower densities as I have explained. Of course, you have to be a Gnostic (a master of the left hand path) to make it through the Gnostic projections which can easily be used to entrap peoples minds into blood sucking delusions.
What simple people can do to make it through the Gnostic projections is to start realizing the importance of the CROSS. You do not have to know or be able to dive into darkness in order to learn how to be protected by it. All you have to do is to ENTER THE CROSS.
Here are some simple tips on how you can enter the cross through the right hand path:
1) Believe that there is a God who is a protector of the poor and the innocent that will crush the bad guys wherever they are, even those of the church who pretend to be the holy priests of God.
2) Forget and completely erase the idea that the whole is passive and that there is no higher force that will bring justice through a macroscopic plan.
3) Accept and enjoy the FACT that you are a Lamb of God as I am.
4) Take your soul out from this world and give it to the right hand of the nameless God who is above everything and who can protect you and forget about projecting a religion reality based on the structures of this world.
5) Talk with the Christ within you and tell him your worries and your faults and make him understand and also think about asking for forgiveness if you feel that you should and even bow to the nameless, formless and timeless most high God if you feel that this is what you should do.
6) Talk less and do more. Try to help the people in need around you and forget about difficult equations and understand how masochistic this could be and that you can save yourself from a lot of trouble by just have faith in the heavens and forget about Satan.
7) Forgive and move on. Understand that by creating imaginary enemies of light who are trying to play with your mind you are just torturing yourself while you are also attracting the real beings of darkness if you focus your mental power to ‘exposed them’ as you believe.
8) Close the door to the outer and let nothing to pass through your inner gate and care more about what is coming out from your mouth rather about what is entering your ears. Be humble and friendly with everyone while knowing that what is coming out from your mouth is not the word of God and that you choose to believe rather than to know.
The best tip that I can give you to go through the left hand path and the middle path (the path of the dragon) is to follow our work here at Esophoria and study anything that can help you to grow your understanding about alchemy and anything that can help you to find balance.
While our world is going through the Alchemical process of the Hieros Gamos to give birth to the new world order, the polarized products of the left side (of the outer) will dissolve in the depths of abyss and burn in everlasting fire while more and more people will disconnect from the blood sucking illusions of the lower densities and mostly of the 4th dimension. The more that some people are attached to the false matrix, the more they will suffer while we are going through this process while those who go through detachment and through the simplicity of the right hand path will feel no pain because they have totally rejected the false matrix and the lower densities and they have nothing to lose.
Forget about the polarized perceptions of the right hand path and of the left hand path and see this reality through the completion of the circle where the microcosm (inner-right) meets the macrocosm (outer-left). By entering the cross, either through the left to right path or through the right to left path a whole new reality will be revealed in front of you through Da’at that will lead to Kether (father Logos) through the Omega point.
While you cannot enter the cross through blind faith on a macroscopic plan (outer-macrocosm-left) or through inner knowledge/gnosis (inner-microcosm-right) you are at the mercy of the polarized projections of polarized beings of the left side that are stuck in material calculations and illusions that are a product of the negative ego. The fallen beings who cannot climb through the conscious spiral (Jacob’s ladder) because they rebelled against God (against the higher mental fields) have a very strong ego (polarization) in the lower densities and for many of them it is impossible to introvert and return to the divine order (repent) while they are also falling into the traps of black Tantrism and become the food for the incubus and the succubus who are consuming their creational force to empower their demonic matrix.
The incubus will attack the feminine and try to find the weakness in the left side in order to penetrate them anally and the succubus will attack the masculine and try to empower the desire for flesh in them. The left and the right of the lower densities make its own circle but the more you give in to this circle the more you are descending into the demonic matrix and the more you get attached to it, the more sexual perversions you will attract while you are transforming into an incubus if you are male or into a succumbs if you are female.
I have seen how some people of the left hand path look in the astral and I didn’t know if I should cry or be disgusted by the view while simple people of the right hand path can even have wings while our world rejects them because they are too sensitive (as I was) and too different from the ‘normal’ people. These people are often being bullied and mentally abused by sexually perverted, sadistic and masochistic people who are attracted more to the demonic matrix. This pattern seems to mirror some American movies where some of the bullied and abused people at some point gain super powers and become the worst nightmare of bullies. Sex is the key of everything and within, you can even open the gates of heaven even close the gates of hell while you are in it.
Jesus Christ CROSSED the polarities and manifested a protective shield over the lambs through his projection and this is why the demons are so obsessed with him while in reality they cannot even go close to his light because they will burn as many before of them did.
“The cross was originally worn as a protection amulet, evoking the union of the God and Goddess within the wearer. The wearers were protected because when the male and female polarities come together they are impenetrable by demons or negative energies and agendas. So the seal of the hexagram and the seal of the cross obstruct the energies from entering the consciousness of the wearer. “
IF you mange to enter the cross nothing will be able to penetrate your thoughts through the outer or through the inner. The incubus will not be able to trace your female weakness and the succubus will not be able to trace you male weakness and if you empower this protection around you, they will not even dare to try to get close to you.
While this alchemical process of the crossing of polarities is being empowered these beings will totally lose their senses and so the people that they influence and that they are attached to will because their reality will cease to exist and it will not be able to produce food for them, so they will starve and go through desperation while they dissolve in chaos.
If beyond your illusions you are ascended enough and you are really able to see through polarity, then as you are trying to digest my words you will be forced to use both hemispheres of your brain and see through my eyes and you may feel a pain in both sides of your brain because of the pressure of the higher densities and even a pain in the heart like what happened to Helen when we turned the sun wheel to the left during a ritual we performed. Otherwise you will try to hide in your illusions, either because of your fear for the unknown or because of the polarized lower ego that doesn’t allow you to see through and beyond polarity because you cannot see beyond polarity if you are unable to see through it and you cannot see the light if you will not pass through the darkness.
It is like I am the Apollo (beyond the poles)/Lucifer of this density and I am turning the sun wheel (swastika) anti-clockwise from the left (mental) to the right (spiritual) through the path of Alchemy which is the path of transmutation. Note that Apollo is associated with the left turning swastika which can be found in numerous artifacts that are depicting Apollo.
The masters of the right hand path are teaching how to turn the wheel anti-clockwise and the masters of the left hand path are teaching how to turn the wheel clockwise. The left facing swastika indicates involution/descent of spirit in the microcosm and the right facing swastika indicates the evolution of the external-macrocosm and ascension. The circle begins with the involution of spirit into matter by turning the wheel anti-clockwise to open and closes with evolution and ascension. By turning both the left facing and the right facing swastikas at the same time you are creating a bridge between the microcosm and the macrocosm. Place the right facing swastika in your left brain hemisphere and the left facing swastika in your right brain hemisphere and meditate on this and you will solve the biggest mystery in the universe and you will start to realizing the Serpent Logos and if you succeed to cross the polarities then Uraeus will come out from your own third eye and you will become a projector of the serpent spiral and of the tower of Babel through which people can rise from the dead or bury them self’s in the depths of Abyss.
If you succeed the result of your projection will manifest a stairway to heaven if you look up in the macrocosm (from right to left, from down to up, right hand path) and at the same time if you look down and within (esophoria) to find the answers (Gnosis) you will manifest a gateway to hell (from left to right, from up to down, left hand path) where you will have to pass through the dominion of Ma’at and also be judged by Osiris in order to prove your self worthy enough to enter the halls of Amenti and conquer death as Jesus did.
Your projection will then look like this:
In Revelation 9:11, Abaddon is described as “The Destroyer”, the angel of the abyss, and as the king of a plague of locusts resembling horses with crowned human faces, women’s hair, lions’ teeth, wings, iron breast-plates, and a tail with a scorpion’s stinger that torments for anyone who does not have the seal of God on their foreheads for five months.
Try to see through my eyes and understand that the Apollonian’s whom this lunatic known as Nietzsche was accusing and attacking were Gnostics and masters of the positive left hand path and of the individuation process because they passed through the Dionysian initiation process which Nietzsche could never pass because he was just a brain damaged psychopath and a great mental mastrubator. Have in mind that the most important Delphic maxim was: Know thy self. Know you inner self and bring light through your inner darkness. I will have to explain more the individuation process in a later article but for now I can say that the only way to pass through the individuation process is the left hand path. The Apollonians had NOTHING to do with the perceptions of the lambs and the polarization of a stoned reality of the right hand path or of a mental delusion of the left hand path.
This can help you to understand them better because they are already here to put fire on the planet:
For example, Osiris morphed into Marduk wearing his armour and preparing for war and he pointed at me with his sword and said: “My wrath is in you” (meaning that his wrath is expressed through me) after the moment that Buddha had said to me to make peace not war. Osiris was turning the wheel clockwise from left to right and Buddha was turning the wheel anti-clockwise and both of them had the same goal which is to rise beyond polarity to the state of nothingness (Ein Sof) which is known as Nirvana in Buddhism.
Osiris is turning the wheel from left to right and he judges even the gods:
(Note that Marduk was also the judge of the gods.)
From the Pyramid texts about Osiris:
Remove yourself from upon your left side, put yourself upon your right side, for your seat among the gods endures and Ra leans on you with his arm. Your scent is as their scent, your sweat is as the sweat of the Two Enneads. You appear in the royal hood, your hand grasps the scepter, your fist grips the mace; stand at the head of the Conclaves, judge the gods, for you belong to the stars who surround Ra, who are before the Morning Star, you are born in your months as the moon, Ra leans upon you in the horizon.
In this image you can place Satan/Lucifer as, Osiris the lord of the dead, sitting next to Jesus on his left side and understand that both of them construct the whole which is the Serpent Logos. The female serpent and the female Logos in this image is Lucifer/Osiris and the male serpent and the male Logos is Jesus/Buddha. The male Logos is turning to the female direction from right to left (anti-clockwise) and the female Logos is turning to the male direction from left to right (clockwise).
In the Greek matrix, this image could depict Dionysus/Osiris sitting on the left side of Apollo/Buddha while Dionysus is supposed to be the descended (female) Logos which allegorically the Titans enslave in the lower densities. Apollo is turning the sun wheel (swastika) from right to left (involution) while Dionysus is turning the sun wheel from left to right (ascension-resurrection). Note that Buddha is also associated with the left direction swastika as Apollo does.
In reality Jesus was a master of both the left and the right hand paths and a master alchemist (or the master of all the alchemists, as Eliphas Levi said) and he did not come to Earth to bring peace but war and judgment (Gebourah) and he is neither Osiris nor Buddha; He is both. He is the alpha and the omega. He is Heru-ra-ha.
No longer need to hide it
I’ve found out who I am
I’m moved around in circles
I rise and fall again
I know it well
Every word I tell
Seems to make no sense at all
Words will heal it
Love will conquer the
Hearts of the hopeless
The almighty is still alive
Risin’ up from the heart of the desert
Risin’ up for Jerusalem
Risin’ up from the heat of the desert
Building up old Jerusalem
Risin’ up from the heart of the desert
Risin’ up for Jerusalem
Risin’ up from the heat of the desert
Heading out for Jerusalem
I’ve gone beyond but there’s no life
And there is nothing how it seems
I’ve gone beyond but there’s no life
There is no healing rain in Eden
The empty barren waisted paradise
Let’s celebrate the dawning of the son
I turn to you oh my precious Jerusalem
Deny your prophets their passion
And treat them like fools
I turn to you oh my poor old Jerusalem
Deny my love but you can’t change fate
Son of man
You truly are mine
Can’t stand the pain
No more grief and misery
It goes on and on and on and on
And on and on and on
Father stop it now
We must stop it now
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsty.com/blind-guardian-precious-jerusalem-lyrics.html ]
You really think you are half way up
I would not mind if you were right
It’s not sure
I’d rather say you are half way down
So I am going to help you
If I can
I’ve been caught
I’ve got out well
I found myself
In desert lands
In desert lands
But you’ve been on my mind
I turn to you oh my precious Jerusalem
Deny your prophets their passion
And treat them like fools
I turn to you oh my poor old Jerusalem
Deny my love but you can’t change truth
Rise up and follow me
‘Cause I will bring the light
Rise up and follow me
Wake up and clear you mind
I tried to bring it back
The seed of life
I tried to bring it back
The seal of light
So if you say there’s no faith in man
You’d better keep in mind
‘Cause I can read between the lines
My heavy burden brings
Eyesight to the blind
I’ve been caught
I’ve got out well
I found myself
In desert lands
In desert lands
But you’ve been on my mind
I turn to you oh my precious Jerusalem
Deny your prophets their passion
And treat them like fools
I turn to you oh my poor old Jerusalem
Deny my love but you can’t change me”
“To build a house, to build a woman’s chamber, to have implements, To kiss the lips of a small child are yours, Inanna, To give the crown, the chair and the scepter of kingship is yours, Inanna”
The Goddess ensures that we are spiritually nourished by the holy nectar of her divine breast. Without the Goddess, all entries to wisdom and magic disappear, for she is the bringer of the mysteries and the force of all life in the universe. The Goddess opens doorways to the heart while the god opens the doorways to the mind. Heart and mind bring teaching with wisdom and thoughts of love. The Christ and his consort Shekinah are the male and female LOGOI; which is to say that both are the WORD made flesh for there cannot be one without the other as true empowerment can be obtained by the realization that our consciousness cannot function correctly without their union in our minds. Without the Goddess merging with the god in our world, imbalance ensues. Without her in our world, we are motherless and though we are not, the illusion of her non-existence brings only chaos, need and hunger. We are without wisdom and so trapped within the matrix of all that does not exist and we become slaves to a man made system.
There are many who demonize the mysteries or those who are true initiates and students of the mysteries, not understanding that to be liberated, they too must learn these mysteries. The ancients left written accounts regarding the ways of gaining enlightenment and one-ness with the gods which were meant for everyone and not only for the elite or the followers of the left hand path. The gods left their guidelines purposefully in case their children may become trapped within the lies and illusions of evil ‘men’ who work through both left and right sides of the Tree of Life. There is spiritual education available. It is available for anyone and everyone to study and use.
Esophoria Mystery School began with the mission of teaching the mysteries to humanity in a language that can be understood by all. We are lifting the veil of the sacred Goddess and in truth, it is our EYES that are veiled and not the Goddess so our work aims at removing the cataracts that hinder your true sight. Do not become or stay a victim of ignorance; do not curse the mysteries which were created for all of humanity. Do not curse the darkness but light a candle; learn what the ancients knew which is your divine right to know, and the truth shall set you free.
From the first writings in history we learn that the Morning and Evening star is the Goddess Inanna and before I move onto her sexual nature I would first like to maker her functions and attributes clearer. She was and still IS known as the Light Bringer and the one who grants access to the mysteries. Her priestesses in ancient times became the embodiment of Inanna and by doing this, had to be trained in the mysteries and not only in sacred sex.
To some who walk both the right and left paths, she is known as ‘The Whore of Babylon’ or the ‘Babalon’; she who rejects no one. Those who are also ‘students’ of the occult claim that the Morning Star is Lucifer and a male energy, completely dismissing that it is the Goddess who is the original holder of this title. The truth is, it is Lucifer who comes from the Goddess and it is Lucifer who is both male and female, Christ and Sophia. The men who follow the left hand path and who claim to honour or worship the Goddess are still just as patriarchal as those on the right side because most of their organizations are made up generally by men. So, of course, they deliver Lucifer to the world as being a completely MALE energy, choosing to totally ignore the Goddess and her being the one who brings illumination.
‘Babalon’ was a title created by Aleister Crowley who empowered the corruption of Inanna/Ishtar by the Church who called her the ‘Whore of Babylon’. Of course, there are other metaphorical meanings for this title but the sexual side is what AC played upon. We could say that Babalon is the lower reflection of Inanna who cleanses all of ‘sin’ yet even in her lowest manifestation, this does not mean she should be used as a ‘thing’ for men to underhandedly try to gain access to wisdom. In truth, this is foolish and highly dangerous to try to engage in such a manner with the Goddess when she is in her Dark state.
Regarding Inanna’s sexuality, there are misconceptions regarding the Goddess and her sexual nature and the same goes for all the manifestations of Venus who is also known as Sophia/wisdom. Many see Inanna solely as a Goddess of love, sex, lust and passion and they either choose to disregard the fact that she is also a Goddess of wisdom, birth and rebirth, death and war which are all the archetypes of Venus or they forget. One of her greatest roles in our reality is as the Queen of the Hieros Gamos/Sacred Marriage and the consort of the dying and resurrected sun god.
She is described by some as being the ‘Sacred Whore’ or the ‘Holy Prostitute’ and this was probably due to the created cult whereby the priestesses and followers of Inanna/Ishtar/Aphrodite would prostitute themselves in return for payment. They believed that their virginity belonged to the Goddess and that this sacrifice through ‘love’ making would bring fertility to the land as well as to their own lives and if they did not, their city would be cursed.
The misguided believe that the Holy Prostitutes of the cult of Aphrodite were liberated and free and that the prostitution of their bodies was out of service to the Goddess. While it is true that through love making we are serving the Goddess, the lives of the temple prostitutes were not as glamorous or liberating as these people believe; if you can imagine that these women were not permitted to have any other relationship with men apart from selling their bodies, they spent a lonely existence who had only each other for company. Their ‘career’ of servicing men sexually was hard and grueling work which many times ended their lives from contracting sexually transmitted diseases or through committing suicide through the realization that they were basically just objects that were used for a mans sexual satisfaction and all that belonged to them were their thoughts.
This brings me to certain writings of Aleister Crowley expressed in the New Comment to verse 17 of Chapter 1:
“…there is a special incarnation of Nuit and Hadit for the Beast and the Scarlet Woman, as opposed to the general truth that every man and woman are images of these ineffable Beings.”
He then explains:
“Note that a woman, having no soul of her own, can be used always as a ‘Form’ for any Being. This explains why Nuit can incarnate at will in successive women, careless of the physical limits of life.”
I have added this quote to explain to the reader that it is not only patriarchy and the right hand path that has raped woman and the Goddess and tried to take her power away but also those who walk/ed the left hand path who abused her and forced their way through the Yoni of Venus to steal her wisdom, ignorantly forgetting that the Goddess does not give her knowledge through force to any man for she cannot be controlled or tricked and it is SHE who chooses.
Like many, Crowley created a belief system that catered to his own thoughts and carnal needs, based around himself and according how he wanted to live his life and much like the ancient Greeks did, he created doctrines that made the gods have human desires and egotistic actions in order to feel he had the license to do as he pleased with relation to the Goddess and helping himself to her power as if he had the right to. By doing this, he created the false teaching that a woman had no soul of her own SHOULD the Goddess want to manifest herself in a woman in order for a woman to be ‘used’ by a practitioner of the Craft.
Although it is clear that patriarchy rejected the Goddess/wisdom through fear of her power and the threat they felt is posed to their ‘masculinity’ and kept her away from society, those of the left hand path in turn exploited her and also wanted to keep her power a secret so only they could access her knowledge and use it to fuel their magickal workings. In truth, we can see that the Goddess has been caught in the middle of a spiritual tug of war between two earthly forces that both did not love or respect her and just wanted her to be their prostitute to abuse.
Through time the energy of the Venus Goddess has been ‘used’ during ritual to empower the workings of magicians and priestesses. The priestess invokes the Goddess so that she takes into her the essence of the Goddess and the magician or mason etc plays the role of the king or her consort. This was a fertility rite or crowning ceremony that was performed in ancient times where the high priestess of one of the Venus Goddesses and the king replayed the role of the Hieros Gamos between Inanna or Ishtar or Aphrodite etc and her husband, the dying and resurrected god. Yet this was not a loveless union; the high priestess became the mistress of the king and they shared a bond of true love for each other. Their union was for a common cause that was not entirely selfish but was for the good of humanity and was not for personal gain as kingship was delivered from ‘Heaven’ and only the Goddess could crown the king through the divine marriage.
As well as bringing fertility to the land, the Courtship of Inanna was performed to bring heaven to Earth and create perfection; it symbolizes the true union between the male and female energies and the godhood or the creator of ALL. Through their love making they became one mind, one soul, one body and only through this becoming one and reconnecting the two halves of a divided soul through the flesh and spirit (Twin Flames) could they achieve this.
Yet this same sacred rite is performed by two people who have no deep love for each other, at least not on the basis of a true love where two souls connect and become one. The people who use the Goddess through performing sex as means to empower their workings/spells/crafting etc are basically prostituting the Goddess and taking advantage of her energy. This is not what she stands for at all.
Women use Inanna as an excuse to unleash their wild sexual side and though there is nothing wrong with a woman expressing herself in all ways (it is a very healthy practice) it is not acceptable to use the Goddess as THE reason to do so, invoking the Goddess in order to fornicate; there is a difference in being sexually liberated (which Inanna encourages) and promiscuity and of course, the same goes for men. Any person who is addicted to having sex with multiple partners who are, or may not be, strangers are not balanced individuals and there is something happening within their psyche on a psychological level that is pushing them to act out of compulsion and they are searching for a vehicle to fulfill these impulses.
The Goddess helps all women who wish to explore their sexual nature and always aids them in ‘coming out of their shell’, but she is not to be the reason for it is part of a woman’s path to find the strength within herself to be all that she wants to be sexually. Sleeping around and proclaiming that this is the way of the Goddess taints the purity of Inanna and her true nature. Inanna is a support for any woman and man who wishes to manifest their true sexuality and encourages them to take the path of the sacred bride or groom and should two magickal practitioners wish to take this path together and perform the sacred rite, they are also encouraged to invoke the energies of Inanna and her consort Marduk to do so.
I am not saying that women have to be in a committed relationship to call on the Great Goddess Inanna for support during her sexual encounters. Experimentation and experience is what makes a good lover and this is all part of our growth on this Earth. Through sex we can learn a lot about ourselves and the sacred masculine and feminine for Inanna, though she is the manifestation of the Shekinah/Shakti/Sophia in matter as the representation of the divine feminine, she is also known to hold strong masculine attributes. It was well known that as the Goddess of sex she was also the Goddess of gender and could turn a man into a woman and a woman into a man, which also explains the attributes of Venus which is both love and war so she is the Goddess of balance.
If you have researched the ancient tablets as I have for many years, you will have read the story of when Inanna was raped while sleeping beneath a tree. When Inanna awoke she was full of anger, rage and distress, as any woman would be at being defiled in such a way. Though some may argue that this was Inanna’s expression that she CHOOSES who she has sex with, it is in essence her proclaiming to humanity that not only does she CHOOSE who she has sex with but she does not have sex with just anyone for the sake of it; her love and lust and passion and wildness is reserved ONLY for her consort and he alone because what they share is SACRED. So regarding the story of her rape, Inanna is an icon among women who have been raped and suffered at the hands of their abusers. She also helps them to heal and guides them back to achieving healthy romantic and sexual relationships. Inanna, though a lover of sex, chooses who she initiates into her mysteries through sexual acts and no magician or practitioner of the Craft has a right to use, abuse or trap her or force his way in, regardless of how many women believe they have invoked her into themselves for a ritual for it is SHE who approaches the man and lets him know of her presence in signs and symbols in the astral or Earth reality in ways that cannot be denied.
Even though she is known as the mistress, she was the mistress to the gods whom she loved and empowered their workings, and not to mortal men who believe they can summon her at will when they see fit. If there are men who believe they can take advantage of her love and energy then they must remember her war side and it would be advisable for them to study the story of her rape and what happened to the MORTAL man who raped her and took from her while she was sleeping. If the Goddess DOES choose a mortal man then it is one she has chosen herself and it is one whose soul shares a connection with hers. Her priestess who becomes his consort will be a manifestation of the Goddess herself or she will carry the Venus essence in order to disperse it in our consciousness.
Know that all marriage is sacred and that when two people are in love and make love, their union is blessed by the Goddess and they do in fact re-enact the divine marriage each time they make love for it IS love in motion and not only loveless lust.
Some feel that the Goddess is arrogant or full of ego in her messages but sometimes it is our own ego’s that do not want to accept her laws regarding working with her energy. This is usually felt among those who do use her attributes as an excuse to profane her sacred acts of love making but to truly understand the Goddess and to have her support, we must be true followers of her and not just call upon her and try to invoke her when it comes to having sex.
I also want my readers to understand that sacred sexuality is not limited for partner sex only; a woman can invoke the Goddess to help her discover her sexual points and to help her to feel desirable to herself. There is nothing more empowering for a woman than to discover and experience her own sexuality, which even the thought of her sexual self raises her libido.
A woman and a man can commune with the Goddess through self pleasure, using the power of orgasm as an offering to empower their magical working. Because you will be alone without the need to pleasure your partner, you can practice transmuting sexual energy (orgasm) and direct it towards something you want to manifest into your life. Orgasmic energy is one of the most powerful forces we produce that we can channel from our root chakras up through the other Chakras and out of our crown, focusing on where we want this energy to go. It is also a good way to explore the body to discover erogenous zones which help us to produce the most sexual energy.
Ending on this note, I would like to add that I accept that there are many who may not agree with my teaching or my explanations of Inanna’s stories and to you I ask you to go within and find her and also spend time looking for her in the ancient texts. If you truly love her and respect her, then love and respect yourself: mind, body and soul. Sex is a sacred act of pure love that should be performed in a loving way, for the good of ourselves and humanity, which is why it is called ‘making love’.
HIEROS GAMOS = 774 = INANNA RISING = ETERNAL LOVE = THE MIDDLE WAY
SACRED SEXUALITY = 1116 = STAR TETRAHEDRON = THE ENDLESS SPIRAL