Note from Helen Demetriou:
I offer a word of caution before you read this channeling. It was very difficult to channel these truths given to me by our beloved Mary Magdalene who is known as Mariam. This is not a channeling that made me feel happy to have learned these revelations but I felt utter sadness. I did not know if it would be wise to publish this channeling because of how sad it is yet I was urged to by Mariam. I understand that most people are used to and want to read only happy channelings but in order to heal from this archetype that lives within many women and from the savagery that has been inflicted upon the Goddess through time, I also understand how important it is to get the truth out there.
You know how much I love you. You know that I am always near you, guiding you, giving you my strength to carry on. I understand how hard it has been for you and I understand that you know it will continue to be hard for just a little while longer. I have faith that you can do this otherwise you wouldn’t have been chosen to take on this mission and this great work that you are.
I want you to know that I too have suffered. You know this is truth. Even though they tell the lies about me being a woman who has copulated with men for money, they do not tell of how they had pained me while I was incarnated in flesh. They do not tell of the severe treatment of me when the master left us for a while. Such contempt. Such utter sickness. When the master was crucified so was I but it was not my body they crucified but my soul. It was my heart that was already broken that had to bear the beatings by those cruel hands.
Helen: Mariam, is this my imagination? Please tell me that it is. Am I imagining that you said you were beaten? And hear the name of who did this, but please, answer me; who beat you? Is this my imagination?
Mariam: No, it is not your imagination. And yes; it was Peter who did it.
(I am crying. I feel like my entire heart and soul is being ripped out of my body. I feel utter sadness.)
It is ok to tell people now. I think it is about time they understand this truth.
Helen: I don’t know if I can do this. I don’t know if I can continue channeling this. I don’t know if people will reject this. But then again, how can I deny you this chance to tell your story? I am very sorry my Goddess. Please forgive my weakness.
Mariam: Oh, it is ok; please, do not ask for forgiveness. I know how hard it is for you. This is why you understand it and why you are so compassionate for others, why you love people so much because you have known pain. You have known this that I speak of. You have lived it the same moments as I lived it. It is ok.
Helen: Please continue.
Mariam: Yes, it was Peter who beat me. He believed that when the master died that he was not coming back. Peter has no faith at all. He only thought about how he would use what the master had taught to create his own following. You know that he did this anyway when he created the Roman Catholic Church. So he believed that the master was not coming back and that he was free to do with me as he wished. He had so little time but he did make the largest amount of damage to me in that little time.
Helen: Can you tell me what happened? Can you tell me what happened when Jesus was crucified? What happened when he was resurrected?
Mariam: I will tell you. This is why I have come to you now to reveal such things to you. You know you have always known what I will say to you. You are the wounded soldier of mine. You have fought so hard and I am so proud of you. People persecute you, yet like I did, you continue. You have not planted a seed of hope within people but a whole tree. So rise off your knees, Helena of the Tree; take my hand and feel my love.
(I take her hand and I begin to see flashes of visions. I see a lot of blood. I see Mariam screaming at the base of the cross. Jesus is telling her to move back and that it will be ok yet both know that as he slowly dies, a part of her soul disintegrates for they are joined not only as man and woman but as twin flames, two souls that are one and the same. Both, light bringers, light bearers, co-saviours of humanity and defenders of the sacred masculine and feminine. She speaks as I continue to see these things.)
None of this is your imagination. The master was indeed crucified and it was not beloved brother Judas who was the traitor but Peter. Peter had plotted and schemed constantly to take the masters place once he was crucified. The master and I had produced a son. When Jesus had returned to be baptized we had already become lovers, had been together for many years. The New Testament (none of it is a testament of truth) does not ever mention a child and this was done purposefully to protect Jacob, the son that I had with the master. Our boy.
Believe me when I say my soul died as the master gave his last breath. After that moment I feared for my life and for the life of my son. I knew that Peter was planning to dispose of me and the boy. The other brothers protected us as much as they could. You do not know how I needed the time to run by until the master returned. I spent my time with his body, keeping his wounds clean for when he returned.
Helen: Can you explain what you mean by his return? His body was there. He died. Where did you believe he had gone? Did he ever mention to you where his soul would go after he would die by crucifixion?
Mariam: Oh, yes, he did tell me. He told me that he was going to see king of Earth, his father.
Helen: So why did his soul have to leave at all? Why not just stay in the body?
Mariam: Because there were things he needed to do, to learn for the rest of his journey that he could not learn while his soul was contained within the vehicle of his body.
Helen: Why did Jesus leave you and Jacob if he knew what Peter had been plotting? Did he not worry?
Mariam: I was the only one who believed in who he was 100% and I had to stay to keep his truth alive until his return. I resurrected him by keeping the truth about who he was in the minds of his followers and with their faith and belief, he was able to return. When he did return, he just woke up.
Afterwards we had to leave as our lives were in more danger than ever. We travelled to Egypt, India, to many places. Jacob grew and married and had children of his own. We continued to feed the poor food of the soul and to teach others how to heal.
I want you to know that you have fire in your soul. You are on fire. You ARE fire. No matter what prejudice or opposition you have faced and will face, you will continue to do this. Continue to be. Never be ashamed of who you are. They are the ones who are full of shame; those who oppose you.
I want you to tell everyone about the great light that is coming to your world. I want you to tell all about this light that will anoint and baptize them with fire. The Cosmic Christ shall be with you soon but before he returns you shall all know this light. It will burn so brightly but will never hurt your eyes.
It is my gift to you; the light of wisdom.
(I begin to see Jesus coming closer and putting his arm around Mariam. Mariam looks up at him with so much love and he kisses her tenderly on the lips. They both look at me.)
Jesus: it is ok. You know what to do. This cross you bear will be lifted soon. I am just the memory of Theophilos. I am an archetype and so is he. Your suffering cannot go on for much longer.
(He shows me a clock; a white clock. I see the numbers 12:12)
This is it; this is the new number for you to work with. Is it a date? This I cannot reveal to you. It is up to you and your faith for that one. The road has been created for you, beautiful warrior. You both have our love. Walk forward without fear and trust that we are helping you through.
I have a message to tell the world for all those who persecute me. I have a message to tell the world to all those who turn their back on me. I have a message to the world to all those who hurt others because of their love for me. And after I have a message to those who love me; not only as Inanna but as GODDESS!
You mere souls who walk about on that sphere you call home heed me! You believe that you can stop the progress of the Goddess return? You dare to believe that you can stand between me and my children? If I was not so disgusted by you I would laugh. In the deepest depths of your souls you know that I exist and that I AM Mother and Queen of all but you are too afraid of others to unveil that part of yourselves that would make you whole.
Let me make things crystal clear. There is a divine plan and this divine plan incorporates the Goddess to take her throne next to the God on Earth. Yes, that is right! God and Goddess shall take the lead now of Earth and project their love onto all of humanity. The powers and energies of the red, root Gaia will rise within you and activate you to her frequencies as we activated you to ours, that of the skies, the cosmic forces that you are all a part of.
You have already been told that you are going through a huge cleansing process and this is why Gaia is so very much involved in keeping you stable, centered and stationed.
Oh you poor souls who thought that you could deny me! You locked up memories of me within the pit of your doctrines and twisted my love within the robes of your male attendants to a god they created for the sake of manly power. But now, Pandora’s Box has been opened by the representatives of me and Marduk on Earth and within that box was the codes and those codes unlock the power of the Goddess and it is unleashed upon Earth!
Would you like to know what that box was? Would you like to know what Pandora’s Box was this time? Would you like to know what the key was? I will gladly tell you ignorant beings who work for the good of yourselves and not mankind or the divine. Know this! There is NOTHING you can do to reverse what has been set free. There is nothing you can do that will force those codes back inside that box to be hidden by your reptilian slaves. The key is the divine phallus! The box is the grail is the divine Yoni! Together with their coming together and joining their souls and their bodies and their minds and their hearts they unlocked the secret codes and set them free. And now what will you do, sad creatures? Now what will you do???
For thousands of years you have kept me hidden within your dirty and sordid desires, wanting to keep me all to yourselves and to keep me from empowering my children, but your reign of terror is over and you shall no longer murder or destroy in the name of Christ! Be ready for your downfall!
And now to my beloved children. Your mother is here. Your mother loves you. Your mother holds you in her arms and soothes your tired hearts and I thank you for all of your love for me. I thank you for the times you defended me, for every time you erected an altar in my honour, for every time you called my name in prayer, for every time you called out to me when you were in need. I listen to you all and I am within you all; I am a part of you and you are also a part of me and I love you so, so much!
I have battled for you, oh how I have battled for you! I have fought for your very essence to be kept as safe as it could be and I know there were times when I could not intervene, could not do anything, because it was part of your journey and something you needed to learn alone. But please know I am and always have been with you. Just look into the faces of the saints and you will find me. Look within yourselves and you will find me. Look at yourselves, look at your mothers, look at your wives and you will find me for I am everywhere and nowhere, I am visible and invisible.
As a student of Enki I have been taught many things and I promise you that all of my own learning is being put to good use to help elevate you out of that place where you have been ridiculed, rejected and denied because of your love for me. I bow to YOU my children! I, the great Inanna, bow to YOU for loving me and having the courage to be my voice and to share my truth.
Your Mother and Father love you dearly. Your ancestors, the great gods love you dearly. We are all doing what we can with the help of other light beings to bring you your new world, a place where you deserve and a place where you can be free, for you were never created as slaves; you were created as free beings and within you, there is so much potential and you are beginning slowly to awaken to this reality and remember.
For now, I give you my heart. FEEL my love. I bless you, each and every one of you.
A Lesson in ΑΓΑΠΗ – AGAPE
During our meeting with the Lyrans we also had the honour of meeting and channeling Pythagoras who is, in case there are some of you that do not know, is an ancient Greek philosopher, mathematician, and the founder of the religious movement called ‘Pythagoreanism.’ You can learn more about him here: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pythagoras
“Hello Helen. I want to thank you for speaking to me tonight. I want to kindly ask you to write what I tell you word for word, is that ok? Thank you.
I am not here with you right now to speak with big words as this will not help those who have a limited vocabulary. I want everyone to understand what I am going to tell you for it is also a part of them that they remember. Whatever happens in life, it isn’t something permanent; instances, thoughts, emotions, all pass and continue on in another dimension as the new birth of a new instance or a new thought or a new emotion enters your consciousness. I do not teach something which is not known by the inner self for all is connected to the one truth of love.
Many believe that love is related only to romance or to parents love for their child and vice versa but it is not. What I am talking about is ‘Agape’ and as you know, Agape means love but in a completely different tone to what many think it is. Within Agape, each being in the universe can find their relationship with each other. Within Agape there is no pain and no fear. Within Agape you begin to understand the cosmic force which binds you all together into one consciousness of divine thought. This is the true power of love; this is the true power of Agape.
Within Agape the weak can become strong, the starved can become fed, the sick can become well and the dying can become alive. You do understand, don’t you, what I mean by this? Agape is an eternal existence that is a part of all of your realities if you wish to acknowledge it and welcome it into your world. Agape sets the enslaved man free. Agape makes the ignorant man smart. Agape makes the blind man see and the deaf man hear. All can be achieved within Agape.
I am well learned in many things, but if I did not have Agape, I would be a beggar on the street looking for his dreams. If I did not have Agape, I could not have the connection I have with the Christed one, the Sun King, the mighty serpent. Many will be shocked to hear anyone speak of Agape and the serpent but it is with the serpent’s coils and rebirth that Agape continues.
Agape teaches you much; Agape is the sacred love that the creator has for its manifestations and the love the gods have for their children. Know that also within Agape comes discipline and obedience. Obedience to whom? Obedience to the divine ways that rule all beings from behind the scenes that not many can see but many can feel. Every being is responsible for their actions and if they act outside Agape, then Agape will enter them and teach them more lessons to make them see the error of their ways. Agape is never ending and this is why I have shown you that my symbol is 8, the symbol of infinity, for there is nothing finite about Agape but a continuation of its birth and rebirth, just like the mighty Serpent. I will teach you more on Agape another time, Sister.
Let us now talk about truth. You know that I am a Christed Master which means I am an initiate and a leader in the Pythian mysteries of the Sun God who is the first anointed one. I wish now to teach you about the bacteria which has infected humanity and therefore affected Agape. I want to tell you that the wrong allegories are being taught and that the mysteries, which I contributed to, are being crucified. I ask, what did they think would happen when they crucified Jesus or even Dionysus? Did they think that they could kill the truth of the living gods when they killed them? Did the false Jews think that by taking over the church and murdering the true teachers and masters that they could oppress freedom?
The ecclesia, the brother and sisterhood of the Christed and Sophic mysteries, were created to teach the simplest people how to protect themselves from the frequencies of the dark brotherhood who took over the Way during the Byzantine Era. They even lied about King Constantine, saying that he converted to their false religion on his death bed. This wasn’t so, my dear.
It is important to tell humanity that the ancient symbols which originated from Babylon and the rest of Mesopotamia, including Egypt and Greece, are a neutral yet powerful energies which the dark brotherhood have been using to reverse the vibrations. Do not fear these symbols but use them yourself as tools of protection and ascension. They are, after all, gifts from the gods.
It is time for people to ask, “Who is my master? Who do I serve? Is it the self or the whole and the laws of Agape and the divine plan?” This is a time of sorting so it is important for people to support that which they love without fear and reject that which they find brings them and their fellow race discontent and discomfort.
To those who believe that they can take on the Sun and not get burned, my brothers and I have a statement to make. “Your time is up.”
The hexagram is a symbol of the divine marriage of matter and spirit and this is what I taught to my initiates. The hexagram binds the mental flesh of man to his divine and eternal spirit, so that they become one within the womb of the Goddess and one within the heart of the God.
Many Jews were my students and they sought me and my teachings out. They were very interested in numbers and took this learning back to their mystery schools where I did teach once in a while upon invitation from them to do so.
Marduk was also a Christed master and a benefactor of the mysteries for he is an incarnation of Christ as am I. His wife, the mighty serpent master, Inanna, showed him many ways to use the mysteries but their use of Agape involved erotas, for they were and are very much involved with transmuting Agape into its many forms for the welfare of humanity and the heavenly bodies.
I am the archetype of Christ known to you as Jesus and Marduk is the Archetype known to you as Apollo or Archangel Michael. I am more involved with the spirit of man and Marduk is more involved with matter and transmutation of spirit into human survival. He is the warrior aspect that gets his hands dirty within the frequencies and by defending the people with his mind and body. It is possible, though, for Marduk’s representative on Earth to absorb my energies into himself for now what is needed on Earth is both spirit and passion, Agape, erotas, and the defender.
Right now there are many students all around the world, also in Greece who are working with my frequencies which are the Cosmic Christ frequencies and the Apollonian frequencies in his cosmic form. Through my teachings they are able to connect with the true masters who are guiding them in spirit. There are many who are living with and through my teachings and do not even know it. It is not important that they know these teachings are through me; what is important is that they are being implemented in a way that is of benefit to humanity and to bring the downfall of the dark brotherhood web that has enfolded human consciousness.
And I leave you, humanity, with this question to ask yourselves: Which master do you obey?
I have to admit that Crowley is very inspiring and I felt the need to write something about an affirmation he taught to his students, but first I want to say some things about his work.
Crowley was playing the game of mind alchemy that Lord Marduk had taught us about. He was a true master and I can’t deny this like I can’t deny the tree of death he raised from the grave into our reality and the gates he opened for dark forces.
But just think about this: If our shadow reflections remain unconscious, how can we free our divine spark that is chained like Prometheus? How we will free Lucifer, which will bring our shadows into our conscious and enlighten our darkness?
I must also explain that Apep, Typhon, and all the other equivalents of ‘Satan’ that is present in all the major traditions, are ALSO a part of the mysteries and they are not something that we can just ignore if we are really interested in the higher levels of initiation. Anyone who suggests the opposite is just living in an illusion.
Crowley manifested a reality that already existed and was waiting to be unleashed.
Let us look at Marduk vs. Tiamat, Amun Ra vs. Apep, Yahweh vs. Leviathan, Thor vs. Jörmungandr, Zeus vs. Typhoon and more similar stories, until finally Christ and/or Archangel Michael vs. Satan; it is clear that these stories are a fundamental archetype which you can find in every spiritual tradition.
The champion of the Anunnaki gods, Marduk, fought and won the powers of Chaos led by the Dragoness Tiamat and brought order.
Jörmungandr grew so large that he was able to surround the Earth and grasp his own tail. When he lets go, the world will end. As a result, he received the name of the Midgard Serpent or World Serpent.
Apep/Apophis is called the `World Encircler’ and ‘Serpent of Rebirth’. He was the deification of darkness and chaos, and thus the opponent of light and order.
Apep/Apophis was the opponent/adversary of Ra and his attributes would later pass to Seth, the brother and enemy of Osiris and his saviour son Horus, and to Typhoon who was the enemy of Zeus.
Satan is written with three Hebrew letters: The letter Shin, which means to consume or destroy, the letter Tet which means a snake, or to surround and the letter Nun, which means life. So Satan means, the Snake that surrounds, consumes and destroys life.
You will always read the same story but in different variations where there is always a Dragon which represents the powers of Chaos, and a Dragon Slayer that brings light and order.
Satan is a reality within all humans expressed in analogies within each of us according to our karma.
The shadow is the reservoir of human darkness and each person has to face their shadow, and by becoming the Dragon and slaying himself he brings himself back to life through the divine marriage and the alchemical process of individuation.
The integration and the assimilation of the opposite that will bring our shadows into our conscious so that we will be able to enlighten our darkness is a CIRCULATORY PROCESS.
So let’s get back to Crowley and his fight with his foolishness. He behaved as though he was superior to me (like his misguided students think themselves superior) and said to me this:
“At least I was not going through circles, biting my own tail.”
I laughed and replied:
“Then how you will free yourself from the circle and how you will reverse your actions and go back to the zero point?”
As always, he didn’t give me a straight answer, and he started his paranoid arguments that always make me laugh.
His foolishness and the lies he fed himself with are also present in his work. For example in one of his rituals he wrote:
“I, Apep the Serpent, I am the heart of IAO. Isis shall await Asar, and I in the midst.
For I am a mighty vampire, and my children shall suck up the wine of the earth which is blood.”
He projects an illusion whereby the evil Apep is the heart of IAO that is something against the essence of what the real masters have been taught through the ancient mysteries. He just projects an illusion where Satan (Apep/Seth/Typhon) is also Lucifer (Ra/Horus/Apollo) and what he is doing in reality is feeding the false projections of the church and the dark brotherhood.
The reversal of this projection that fooled thousands, and even millions, of people through the falsities of the church is simple really. We just need to bring to our conscious the circulatory process. ONLY then we can escape from the circle by going through it and transform through the process of death and rebirth by changing and evolving our skin and our essence in every turn of the circle. So in reality, by going through this circulatory process while still alive we eliminate our karma and take control over our shadow and we evolve spiritually-ascend.
Otherwise we are just being sucked by the shadows, while we feed our ego because we gain intellectual power over the material reality. This is the opposite of ascension. This is the descent to the abyss, but those people who descend there, can also ascend back to light and complete the circle? Can they slay the dragon and make themselves useful to the universe? Or have they lost themselves in chaos? Someone can answer this question for himself.
Let’s play with the numbers for a while and then I will answer to my friend since he asked me to.
ΑΤΟΥΜ (Atum in Greek) = 811 = ΙΑΩ (IAO in Greek)
ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΕΝΕΡΓΟΠΟΙΗΣΙΣ (Activation in Greek)
ΙΑΩ = 811 = ΑΝΤΥΞ (Circumference in Greek)
811 = 8 + 1 + 1 = 10 = 1
IAO = 150 = PI
150 = 1 + 5 = 6
NUMBER PI = 588 = ALPHA AND OMEGA
Read also: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pi
Like one of the greatest philosophers (philo-Sophia, friend/lover of the Mother, the Shakti and Holy Spirit of the Logos) Socrates said, the alphabet is a gift from the scribe of the gods, Thoth\Hermes Trismegistus, and like Samael Aun Weor said, the Hebrew Alphabet is a gift from Archangel Metatron, who is also considered as the scribe of God.
Thoth/Hermes Trismegisus, as many initiates and mystics of our day know also incarnated as Enoch and Moses. He is the Great Architect Archangel Metatron who is responsible for the divine structure of all languages in which the laws of Gematria are applicable. Thoth was considered a self-created being that came directly from the source, but he was also considered to be a son of Ra, the heart and the seat of intelligence or the mind and tongue of Ra, as well as the means by which Ra’s will (Thelema) was translated into speech.
All languages are divine, and like humans who have a triple nature, language also has a triple nature. There is a rational part (logic), an irrational part (chaos), and a hyper-rational part (divine). Language is a living collective organism. Gematria is an ancient method introduced by the one who is also the father of the alphabet and the one who gave me this algorithm. I made this introduction to explain why the English Gematria is no less important than the Jewish and the Greek, but also to explain that some things in our world are not made by chance.
The most important letter in Greek and Jewish Alphabets is the letter Theta/Teth which has the Gematria value of 9. Both of these letters originate from the Phoenician letter Tet, and this is the Sun Cross in motion and means ‘wheel’.
The circle with a point at its center (that was also used for the Greek letter Theta) was the hieroglyphic symbol of the sun god Ra that was the originator for the letter Tet/Theta.
Atum came from the source as a serpent and he will return in this form at the end of his cycle. Later when he was viewed as Ra, he divided from the snake and the snake became Apep, his enemy. So the initial symbol for the Sun-Ra, transformed into the Hebrew and Aramaic Ouroboros pictograph.
The new form of the letter Teth symbolizes the duality within the whole as the one that consists of everything, the one that brings light but also darkness and death. Likewise, the Greek letter Theta is a symbol for θάνατος (thanatos) which means death, but also for θείο (Theio) divine.
The God of the Hebrews is the Circular Logos, the serpent that surrounds everything. He opens the road for the judge who will judge the whole of humanity through an alchemical process and through a very ancient denomination (part of which Aleister Crowley revealed and I will explain in my later works) plan based on the universal laws. These laws bring the kingdom of heaven to earth, known as Heavenly Jerusalem, Shamballa, Olympus, Asgard and so on.
Jesus is the Serpent, because Christ regenerates himself and sheds his skin and his previous made religions whenever he incarnates as a mortal god. Jesus was the incarnation (avatar) of the God of the Hebrews whether they like it or not, and they will learn this first hand because he will return soon just as the worthy Rabbi Yitzachack Kaduri prophesized after Jesus visited him.
The Serpent can bring wisdom and it can bring death. It is a sign of life and a sign of ending. It is a representative of the great cycle of Aeons which turns much like an astrological chart.
Whichever road you take it will always lead you back to Christ, either for your salvation or for your punishment.
WHAT IS THE SYMBOL OF THE HOLY CHILD = 2094 =
A SNAKE WITH ITS TAIL IN ITS MOUTH
Read also: http://esophoria.org/the-cosmic-serpent/
THE GOD OF THE HEBREWS = 1158 = THE DIVINE SERPENT
GOD OF THE HEBREWS = 960 = SURROUNDING =
THE INVISIBLE GOD = THE RESTRAINER =
MENTALLY DERANGE = THE BACKWARDS PATH =
HIEROPHANT LOGIC = THE TRIALS OF JOB =
THE THRONE OF GOD
960 = REVERENCE FOR GOD
CIRCULAR LOGOS = 918 = JUDGE OF THE EARTH
= DIVINE RULERSHIP = HEED MY DOMINION
918 = REVEALING NUMBER = PROVED NUMBER =
PROVED ORACLES = THE HIDDEN CODE FACTS =
NUMERIC PROOF = IRREFUTABLE DECODE
He is the image of the invisible God, the firstborn over all creation.
1 I saw the Holy City, the New Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband.
2 And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, “Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God.
3 He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”
4 He who was seated on the throne said, “I am making everything new!” Then he said, “Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.”
5 And he said unto me, it is done. I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the end. I will give unto him that is thirsty of the fountain of the water of life freely.
Here is my answer to my ‘friend’, Crowley:
I, Atum the Serpent, am the encircler and the encircled. Ahriman is my shadow and Asherah is my heart and my left hand, and I direct you both for I AM all.
I AM the ruler of the circles of the Serpents and I COMMAND you.
I AM the Lord of heaven and I am the King of hell.
I AM the adversary and the supporter.
I AM the desire and the undesired.
I AM the light and I am the dark.
I AM the formed and the unformed.
I AM the form and the formlessness.
I AM the rising of the sun and the closure of the day.
I AM the neutral entity.
I AM Abraxas.
I AM the essence that runs through all the veins of all the gods.
I AM the lamb and the golden calf.
I AM the edge of the blade.
I AM the creator and the destroyer for I walk in between all opposites.
I bring the revelation of destruction to those who are opposed to my light.
I bring the hammer of Thor to the powers of chaos who are opposed to my order.
I bring the new world order and destroy the old one.
The sword is my word and the word is my sword.
My word is the Logos and the Logos is my word.
I am the Alpha and Omega and Apollo is my son.
Lucifer, my son, rise through the shadows, and slay the Python.
Take revenge for your father Aser the son of Amen, like is written from the beginning of times.
For I AM the Lord of the Serpents and my light CONSUMES your darkness and my children will rise in the moonlight and bring JUDGEMENT.
Last night I had an unexpected visit from a being who claimed to be a representative from the Melchizedek priesthood and he was willing to answer my questions regarding the initiation process I am going through, about dealing with dark forces of chaos and going through a never ending cycle that repeats itself. Within this process I am going through, I try to find an exit and change the cause and effect (http://esophoria.org/mind-alchemy-lord-marduk/), to manipulate reality and change the course of destiny by creating a way out from the karmic loops of cause and effect.
Some spiritual teachers that I respect teach that we must submit to our destiny and to the karmic laws, while our karma is interrelated and interacting with the collective karma of humanity and the karma of smallest organisms within her, like nations and religions. This is the orthodox way to deal with spiritual evolution but the alchemist is the one that creates the time vortexes that allows each of us to exit the collective karmic loops and make our own destiny.
I have always respected these teachers but I could not agree with them about this as I could see that I was not responsible for all that chains me in this reality. For example, I could accept that I may have karma from previous life times but I could NEVER accept that it was my fault, that I could not have a spiritual education that would help me to deal better with my life circumstances.
I was always in war with the reality was living in and I just considered myself to be a spiritual outlaw that was sacrificing even his own soul for spiritual people; those that may come after and have to suffer the same circumstances as the young Theophilos was. I just accepted that I may even burn in hell and I saw the pattern of Lucifer within me while I chose to REBEL. I got my hands dirty and I saw the path of the Asura within me.
Read my previous article: Lucifer is Rising and the World is Shaking
It was not a silly rebellion against religion, but was it more like a conscious descent into the abyss where in a way, I started fighting with demons that drag humanity into a specific course which I was not happy with. I even had to go through a total mental breakdown, but I was still trying to find a way out from the labyrinth, and I just could not let go.
I decided that I would destroy all the obstacles that brought me and humanity down at ANY cost, even if this meant my damnation. I couldn’t care less about anything else. I just had to destroy the shadow powers from bringing us down, even when I saw myself becoming like one of them.
I saw the sensitive Theophilos becoming a cold beast that was trying to build a shield of protection over the people that could follow my path and fall into the hell I was living.
I feared and I panicked, but in the process, I just got used to it and I learned. I learned the nature of these unconscious shadow powers and so I can share this knowledge and transform my wasted life into something beneficial for people. I can use my experience to transform and rebirth.
I have to and I will try to transform darkness into light within me and others. Becoming the dragon and slaying yourself is the only way to change the cause and effect and to find the way out from the cycle. You can’t fight something that you can only imagine. You can fight something when you know its nature and its weaknesses. You have to bring darkness (shadow) into your conscious and go through the karmic loops to manipulate the outcome and change the course of destiny.
Quote from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ouroboros
“The alchemists, who in their own way knew more about the nature of the individuation process than we moderns do, expressed this paradox through the symbol of the Ouroboros, the snake that eats its own tail. The Ouroboros has been said to have a meaning of infinity or wholeness. In the age-old image of the Ouroboros lies the thought of devouring oneself and turning oneself into a circulatory process, for it was clear to the more astute alchemists that the prima materia of the art was man himself. The Ouroboros is a dramatic symbol for the integration and assimilation of the opposite, i.e. of the shadow. This ‘feed-back’ process is at the same time a symbol of immortality, since it is said of the Ouroboros that he slays himself and brings himself to life, fertilizes himself and gives birth to himself. He symbolizes the One, who proceeds from the clash of opposites, and he therefore constitutes the secret of the prima materia which [...] unquestionably stems from man’s unconscious.”
So let’s get back to the strange visit I had last night from the high priest of EL Elyon.
The first thing that Melchizedek told me without even asking him is this:
“The Jews tried to take over the reign of the mystery schools, wanting to be the only ones to teach the mysteries and in the manner they wanted to teach. They wanted the world to believe that what they taught was THE truth and so set about abolishing the other mysteries schools in time.
Times before, the mystery schools were heavily involved in politics and many politicians were mystic teachers. I was one of the original Magi and Abraham was my student and so he was also a member of our priesthood as was Moses.
You are a priest within the priesthood of Melchizedek.
You are an initiate of the Melchizedek mysteries.
You hold in one hand a scroll and in the other you hold a serpent.
The serpent is a symbol of immortality.
You were bitten by a serpent in your initiation and you had to survive this bite to prove your true and royal blood of the gods.
If you died, you failed. You lived and survived the bite.
You would allow the serpent to bite you so that you would become immune to its venom. The venom, for you, was like Ichor.
The symbol of the sun was burnt onto your skin on your right arm at the top.
CHARM THE SERPENT
Make it OBEY.
Use it for your work.
Overpower it and make it give you its secrets.
The coils of the serpent that wrap itself around your body which IS the labyrinth.
You become trapped within yourself and you try to find exists.
You do not become lost, you become trapped, because you forget you have the key and you know the way to the light.
Where is the exit out of the labyrinth? Where is the exit out of the cycle? Where is the exit out of the Ouroboros?
How do you exit the seamless, endless cycle?
It is perfectly round, isn’t it?
There are no breaks yet the labyrinth shows you an exit.
The only exit lies within yourself not without.
You must reflect within to wake up to escape the cycle.
When you enter the underworld you are really entering yourself.
You must die to reality and to the world to be free of the Ouroboros.
Your body must seem to not exist, neither your mind, only your spirit and consciousness.
Like a serpent you must shed your skin.
You have to be reborn into another skin.
You have tricked Ananke by doing this.
You have changed your ways and pass through the cycle with your new identity for she does not know you, the Ouroboros does not know you, for they deal only with matter, not spirit.
So you must think as a spirit, not as flesh and blood.
Marduk slit open the belly of Tiamat. The gods were free from the Cycle because of him.
Me: Does Marduk have any connection with your priesthood?
Melchizedek: The Melchizedek order existed long before Melchizedek under a different name.
Marduk was the head of the order of Melchizedek during those times.
Research my name.
So I began to research the meaning of the name Melchizedek.
The name Melchizedek means “My King is righteousness” but it also mean “My King is Jupiter/Zedek”. So someone can say that the priesthood of Melchizedek existed in Babylon as the priesthood of Marduk where the Babylonian name for the planet Jupiter was Marduk.
It would be nice for the misguided Greco-Roman Pagans AND Greco-Roman Christians to know that Christ is a high priest of Jupiter/Zeus/Marduk/Zedek (just to mention some of his names) since he is the high priest in the order of Melchizedek as it states in the corrupted and fraudulent texts of the Bible.
So I had to ask Melchizedek to tell me about Lucifer.
Me: What you can tell me about Lucifer?
Melchizedek: Lucifer is ‘phos phorous’ (light bringer).
Me: So the projection of the church was a crime against the light bringer?
Melchizedek: Not only did they cover the light of Lucifer but also the wisdom of Sophia. Light and wisdom are the same. Lucifer illuminates wisdom’s message so mankind can see and understand in the darkness of his ego. Without the light, mankind cannot see wisdom and cannot be enlightened so is eternally trapped within the cycle of the ego and depended on the church to teach them what is right and wrong.
But light and wisdom are willing to go into the darkness to bring illumination and knowledge to those trapped within the darkness of their shadows. The church keeps them in shadows…they are blind within the darkness and desperately look for a hand to hold to guide them to some kind of understanding and so because the church knows they keep mankind in darkness, so their hand is the one he reaches for, but know that it is not only the church and Christianity but also Islam and Judaism. They are the same and are all controlled by the same system that is a group of people who are the dark brotherhood.
Sadly the Jews accepted non avatars into the order….this is why the dark brotherhood believe themselves to be gods.
Me: So Mohammad was one of them?
Melchizedek: No, he is one of us, but they lied about his life and his teachings and manipulated them in a way that will suit them by mixing their darkness with his light, like they did with the Bible.
After this meeting I made a little more research about the Melchizedek priesthood and found some things that are worth mentioning:
Quotes from: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Melchizedek_priesthood
“The Melchizedek priesthood is the name of several priesthoods in different religions. Priesthood is generally attributed to Melchizedek as he is the first individual to be given the title Kohen (priest) in the bible (Torah).”
“The Law of Moses stipulates that only the male descendants of Aaron be commissioned to serve as Jewish priests) before the God of Israel and the Jewish nation. This commission is believed in Judaism to be “a covenant of everlasting priesthood” (“Brith HaKehuna”) and not eligible for replacement by other tribes of Israel.”
“The Midrash and Babylonian Talmud maintain that the priesthood held by Melchizedek, who pre-dated the patriarch Levi by five generations (Melchizedek pre-dates Aaron by six generations; Abraham, Isaac, Jacob, Levi, Kehoth, Amram, Aaron) was given in his stead to Abraham who in turn passed it on to his patrilineal descendents, Isaac and then to Jacob. Midrashic literature attributes this transition as a consequence due to Melchizedek preceding the name of Abraham to that of God, while some Jewish commentators, such as Chaim ibn Attar, write that Melchizedek gave the priesthood to Abraham willingly.”
So combining this with the words of Melchizedek someone can guess that there is a conflict between the Aaronic priesthood and the Melchizedek (Christ) priesthood from where the Jews gain the right to be priests of El Elyon (that they no longer possess) in the first place and it seems that the Aaronic priesthood has some connection with the dark brotherhood.
Read also: Fire in Darkness
In the beginning there was only darkness and chaos.
The primordial Asura transmuted light into darkness and created life.
This formless being is the source of every living being in the universe.
This being consists of everything.
This being is the “I AM” presence of the universe.
This being is omnipresent, formless, timeless and sexless.
This being simply IS and it is a mistake to call it GOD and give to it a male direction.
We give to it a male direction because of the necessity to express its active power over everything but it is NOT a being with self-knowledge and a specific form that provides direction.
YOU choose the direction you will have within this being.
YOU are the direction of this being.
And so, there are hierarchies of divinities that have more power than you over the direction of the omnipresent force of Logos that gives forms (idols) and identities to its attributes that are expressed THROUGH them and not out or above them.
The war of the gods or the angelic wars or any other form of war is WITHIN this being that many hierarchies of the divinities try to direct in their own forms of thought and empower their own matrix with the most valuable energetic source in the universe that is YOUR thought and YOUR soul.
You have FREE WILL within this being but your free will is limited by YOUR choices.
Your actions create negative or positive attachments, karmic and energetic relations with other beings that even if they are not aware of it in this lifetime; they are part of some hierarchy of higher or lower divinities that may also be part of larger collective organisms.
No one is completely free and whoever says this is strongly mistaken. We are all interconnected and interrelated and your freedom is limited by the power that these hierarchies may have on you.
Even if you choose to isolate yourself (if this is even possible for mortals) you WILL need to bring more people into your own thought patterns to give reasoning to your existence.
You can choose to have no reason for existence but then you have to reject your existence and fade away in nothingness, because if you choose to act and live starting from your isolated state, you still interact and you create attachments as well as karmic and energetic bondages and you go all over the whole process again.
You can reach the state of the formless and that is the only way out from every limitation. The way to do this is to REVERSE all the karmic variables (sins), but even then you will still need to interact with the forms one way or another.
Creating a thought pattern that rejects the interaction does not mean that you or anyone can avoid dealing with the truth.
There is a deeper truth and a deeper fundamental reality that NO ONE can avoid.
This deep truth that begins to manifest from the formless and from the state of nothingness from where everything emanates, is expressed through allegories and archetypal projections and so the deeper formless truth wears a body, wears a form, in order to be expressed in our reality.
Some people are trying to transmute false guilt by the misuse of some allegories and by raping wisdom in their effort to control and force your will. By doing this they empower their thought patterns and their matrix.
This leads us to what they say about original sin, when humanity was in a state of purity and living in the Garden of Eden. What they are projecting is not a complete lie but a half of the truth and unfortunately, half of the truth is worse than a lie. The lie does not cause as much harm to such as degree because your inner truth can be the power that directs your divine will and your deeper thoughts through the archetypal patterns, but a lie is just the surface while your truth resides in your deep inner self.
Yes, there was a Serpent in the Garden of Eden that gave you the fruit from the tree of knowledge. In fact, there were a whole tribe of Serpent Gods led by Lords Enki and Marduk.
What they didn’t tell you is that this story is just an allegory of a deeper truth that targets the deepest depth of your soul when you were transfused with the creational power of Logos through dualism (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dualism_%28philosophy_of_mind%29).
The Greek word ΥΛΗ (matter) comes from the word ΘΗΛΥ which means FEMALE. You will understand dualism better if you study Taoism. See also http://esophoria.org/the-first-key/ and http://esophoria.org/the-golden-mean-9/.
Matter comes from MATER which comes from MOTHER. Through the story of Eve and the Temptation we can understand that Adam and Eve had not yet been born into matter.
In the Garden of Eden they were still in spirit, for Eden was the kingdom of the gods on earth and no mortal could reside there; they could only reside there in spirit.
When Eve as Sophia gained the knowledge of duality, she wanted to descent into her element (matter).
Adam, within this allegorical expression, was her Logos and she was his womb, and because both were mother and father and tied together by Ananke (necessity), he had to follow her.
There is no fault here; nothing happens without Ananke, without the consent of Ananke.
Original sin was nothing more than the descent of spirit into matter and it is just a collective allegory about a fundamental archetypal truth, where female was indeed tempted by the Serpent to bite the apple from the tree of knowledge and descended into her element, and by doing this, SHE brought LIFE.
The Serpent gave you an identity and the POWER of choice. The Serpent gave you FREE WILL. The Serpent gave you LIFE and because of this the serpent also gave you DEATH.
It is YOUR choice to contempt the Serpent because of what he gave to you. This story was placed there for you to know from where the knowledge came.
What did the Serpent give to you?
And the LORD God said, “The man has now become LIKE ONE OF US, knowing good and evil (knowing duality). He must not be allowed to reach out his hand and take also from the tree of life and eat, and live forever.”
In reality the bad person in this story is God because of the way God was presented. Why shouldn’t mankind have eaten from the tree of life and live forever like god if it was so easy?
It WAS NOT so easy and it IS not that easy.
Man had to ascend through the tree of life to become a god and this allegory explains to you what you have to search for so you will ascend back to immortality. Christ said, “I am the wood/tree of life.” So that is your answer.
8 The LORD said to Moses, “Make a snake and put it up on a pole; anyone who is bitten can look at it and live.”
9 So Moses made a bronze snake and put it up on a pole. Then when anyone was bitten by a snake and looked at the bronze snake, they lived.
Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up.
Why did Moses lift up the Serpent and why should the Son of Man be lifted up like the Serpent?
Why did Jesus say that HE is the Morning Star (which is clearly the planet Venus known also as Lucifer) while he is also called Phosphorus/Lucifer in the Greek translations?
What did God mean when he said ‘LIKE ONE OF US’?
Are there many gods like the one God of the Bible?
We are clearly speaking about the Anunnaki (the Serpent Gods) and everyone can understand this very easy. Many people are awaking to this reality, whether they support them or not. Some mistaken channelers discovered that the Anunnaki are also the Egyptian, Greek and Hindu god and almost all the known gods of all the pantheons of the world and they accuse them collectively.
Yes, the Serpent brought evil and impurity through dualism and this is also a truth, but the other half of the truth is that you owe EVERYTHING you are to the Serpent.
The Serpent (who is Enki and Marduk but also all the serpent gods tribe that manifest the Cosmic Serpent = Cosmic Christ) offer the knowledge and the wisdom to become creator gods (remember: ‘LIKE ONE OF US’) by providing access to the tree of knowledge (Daath), but the eating of the forbidden fruit is a one way road to involution (generation) where, with the creating power of Logos (Christ-Cosmic Serpent), you can create and so destroy, and so be chained within the world of illusion (en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_(illusion)) by karma.
This is the reason of the fall of spirit into matter that is also expressed in other traditions in a similar way. Beyond the paranoid interpretations of these allegories by the ignorance of the church, the reason of the falling is simpler than simple.
The Serpent infuses the knowledge of duality into your passive-female side and she gives it to your active-male side and usually, he is the one creating the major problems and not the feminine. The Logos is the male cosmic force that provides identity and polarization (ego) into the world of illusion (Maya-Matrix) that was expressed by the great Greek philosophers as the “ΜΗ ΟΝ” which is the not existent (illusion). Sophia is the virgin energy (Kundalini/Holy Spirit/Shekinah) that empowers the creations of the Logos.
So in this sense, the castration of the Logos (that the church is teaching in reality) could lead back to the purity state but NEVER to PLEROMA and the completion which equals godhood. The only way to completion and PLEROMA is GNOSIS and SEX.
The ONLY way back to the godhood is through the alchemical divine marriage and the assimilation and integration of the opposite that will help you ascend beyond the world of polarization and illusion.
The ONLY way back to godhood is through the reversing of ALL the karmic variables (sins) that keep you prisoner into the polarized world that is called HELL. This reversal process is called EVOLUTION OF SPIRIT and Ascension.
Wisdom/Sophia is the energy (empowering force, Shakti) of the Logos. Without her, the Logos is a soulless phallus with no purpose that just feels the need to penetrate. Do not say that you have not met Christian and Muslim fundamentalists that try to penetrate your mind and soul by force.
Phallic reason of existence is to penetrate and if you do not use it for the right purpose, to create life (creational force) through love and wisdom (philosophy or Philo Sophia which means love of Sophia/love of wisdom) you may end up using it to dominate and create death instead, because you always create and destroy something when you act.
The DARK teachings of the church suggests (or FORCES) the castration of your creational power (Logos), while the Gnostic and the occult tradition in general (the teachings of ALL the REAL mystery schools), teach the Alchemical Marriage of the Logos with his empowering force Shakti/Sophia.
The church is led by beings that have power over the shadow (demons, but I will explain what kind of demons). Having power over the shadow means to have power in darkness, to have power in HELL. These shadow beings keep you prisoner under their dominion by casting shadows in the PURE LIGHT of Christ and this is why they NEED his truth to dominate your subconscious. They NEED your LIGHT to empower their false matrix and their half-truth projections of the hierarchies of the beings they serve.
In simple words, these ancient powers of darkness created a false religion in the name of Christ and as did Aaron, the brother of Moses, they tried to lock us into the patterns of the previous age, so they will be able to bypass the Ananke (necessity or WISDOM=SOPHIA of the new age) and STOP our spiritual evolution, thus enabling them to dominate us. Aaron, the brother of Moses, had this great idea for reasons that no real initiate can understand (we are speaking about shadow beings that have power over our subconscious desires that can manipulate even the wisest men to their thought patterns) to build an idol of the previous age and so when Moses came back from the mountain he was greatly angered and ordered the immediate destruction of this idol. The real reason behind this story is that Moses was an avatar manifesting the age of Aries while the previous age was the age of Marduk (the Aeon of Taurus) who is also known as AMAR.UTU, The Golden Calf of the Sun.
Aaron was not really worshiping Marduk (or Baal who is also him, who is also a part of their false idol god they call Yahweh) like many conclude based on his actions. Because the Serpent, the Christ, manifests as all the Zodiac Archetypes at the right time, so does Marduk who is the son of Enki/Thoth/Metatron who manifested also as Moses as ALL the REAL initiates know, even those of the dark brotherhood, even though EVERYTHING they know is corrupted and a reverse of what Enki (the Serpent) taught to humanity through his many manifestations and through his sons and mainly his dragon slayer god Marduk who is known also as Archangel Michael through the Jewish tradition, as Zeus and Apollo in the Greek tradition, which was also a false construction and corruption of the original Minoan teachings that the Anunnaki brought to the Greeks.
The Anunnaki is the collective consciousness that the Hebrews called God and used to describe the actions of the Anunnaki that were manifesting into our reality. For example now that the church is running wild in vain to explain to the world the insanity they spread, they also have to explain about what God they are talking about while the story of Noah’s Ark originates from the story of Enki and his son Adapa, and this story is told in almost all the other traditions in different variations. In these times, when they can’t control the information, even a simple person can understand the falsities they have spread.
And so these shadow beings that worked through Aaron in their attempt to inject a virus into the thought patterns (software) of the gods, they repeated the same thing at the beginning of the age of Pisces which had a better result for them. The age of ΙΧΘΥΣ = Pisces.
This viruses they implanted on us provided access to the software of the architect of the UNIVERSE.
Let’s say that the Architect of the Universe is like a main server that everything is connected to and that humans AND the gods (transmitters-servers) have within archetypal client software. This enables the communication with the Architect through protocols of communication, much like the client-server software model that what we know today as the internet is based on. So what these beings are doing can be called soul hijacking.
Hijacking is a type of network security attack in which the attacker takes control of a communication.
So by taking control over your soul communication through the archetypal patterns, they can manipulate and redirect these patterns to their own will.
This is what some people call Magick which is the art of manipulating reality and bending it to ones will. This can be used also for hijacking and reversing malevolent software by people that have restored their original software and know how to restore the system and by light beings that know how to work in darkness. There are ways to fight these viruses in the day light but the real war is happening in darkness, while people are sleeping.
Yes, there is a shadow war happening right now in the darkness by beings that want to restore your system against the forces that want to keep you prisoner in their false matrix. They all use the same methods, the same channels (this is why you have to be really careful with the channelers) and even the same symbols in many cases, trying to connect you either with the divine matrix or with their false shadow based matrix.
Soon a great event will take place that will activate your inner software and you will gain direct access with the beings that have power over your patterns, either if they are gods and/or archangels, either if they are demons and shadow beings. Whether you want this or not. This is something that MUST happen and everything else is just mental masturbation. These are the words that Enki used to explain that this is the time when what you want does not have much importance, because it is your soul that agreed to this because your human self does not KNOW what it wants and you can’t judge what is good for you. So at least you will have your chance to see with you own eyes what is really happening and make your choices if you still have the chance to do so.
Most of the symbols that the freemasons use are neutral and can be used for good or for bad reasons; depending on the person and the reasoning this person gives to his/her actions which is their intention.
Here is a very simple example:
This is the Cohanim Hands – Hands with thumbs (and sometimes forefingers) joined. This is a Jewish symbol that represents members of the priestly tribe of Aaron.
I could just say that this symbol is demonic and start acting like a fearful and paranoid Christian but this is not the case. This symbol means the Eye of the Supreme Being known also as the Eye of Horus and the Eye of Enki, and you can use this to say that God is watching us and taking care of us, to empower this reality. It can also be used on others as a blessing and to empower the pattern on someone that God is watching and guiding them. What our friends of the dark brotherhood mean by projecting this symbol on us is that they believe THEMSELVES to be God. They believe they can dominate us with their thoughts. What these people do not know is that the Eye of Horus is also projected onto them and there is no escape from it. What they are doing is pretending that they and their hierarchies can reverse the channel to the Eye of the God to their own Ego and to their own projections that construct the false matrix. They use this archetypal pattern like they use all the others to gain power over the shadow and the subconscious of innocent (not always) people.
In the reality that we will all have to deal with very soon, we are all being watched and many of us are sealed by the gods that unfortunately for many ignorant people, know very well how to fight in darkness with shadow beings and protect their children.
You can see through my eyes what is beyond the gate and be prepared or you can wait until the gate will open. Your decision will not make any difference to what is going to happen.
The gods and/or the archangels and their allies will fight to protect your soul even if you do not deserve it, if you just let them in.
“Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and eat with him, and he with me.” Revelation 3:20
Dive within you to find the reversed cross and turn it around to the upright position deep in your heart while you may still have a choice. You will say “ok, but I am a victim of the church and their fraudulent texts and the antichrist they are projecting; it is not my fault that I’ve turned my back on God.” I will just say to you, my friend, that you can lie to your ego but not me, and you should not even DARE to charge God with the falsities of the church. You should search within to find the right and wrong and make your choices. You have made your choices, anyway. Do not blame others for your choices. You chose to believe that you came into this existence by luck and that there are no higher qualities above you that you should respect. You chose your ego and you never searched yourself. You chose to not hear your guides that were shouting to you through their channels. You chose to not hear your own soul’s agony to be saved from this torture. You chose death instead of life and you turned the meaning of this upside down and you claimed that the life you have now in this hell is the only life you should care about. You chose to worship your ego and your thought patterns and close the door to your soul. You chose to worship your limited intelligence that can be quite a comical show for higher beings with multidimensional intelligence. You chose to ignore or even tried to humiliate the teachers of wisdom like the Greek philosophers for example. You chose to worship your shadow and some shadow beings (demons) like Nietzsche and Marx that are burning in hell (this is another issue that maybe I will deal with some day). YOU CHOSE TO WORSHIP SATAN. You chose to focus on the idol of Christ and not to the Christ within.
You chose to ignore the words of John:
“You, dear children, are from God and have overcome them, because the one who is in you is greater than the one who is in the world.” John 4:4
You chose to crucify your inner self that was shouting from the depths of the abyss, begging you for some spiritual food while starving to death.
You chose to crucify the Goddess within you and your female side. You CHOSE to crucify WISDOM like the Abrahamic religions did and still do. The Goddess/Shekinah is in the Bible as the Holy Spirit, but you ignore her and even tried to rape her with your disillusioned 3D mind.
If you did not chose anything from the above then maybe you have no reason to worry.