Note from Helen Demetriou:
I offer a word of caution before you read this channeling. It was very difficult to channel these truths given to me by our beloved Mary Magdalene who is known as Mariam. This is not a channeling that made me feel happy to have learned these revelations but I felt utter sadness. I did not know if it would be wise to publish this channeling because of how sad it is yet I was urged to by Mariam. I understand that most people are used to and want to read only happy channelings but in order to heal from this archetype that lives within many women and from the savagery that has been inflicted upon the Goddess through time, I also understand how important it is to get the truth out there.
You know how much I love you. You know that I am always near you, guiding you, giving you my strength to carry on. I understand how hard it has been for you and I understand that you know it will continue to be hard for just a little while longer. I have faith that you can do this otherwise you wouldn’t have been chosen to take on this mission and this great work that you are.
I want you to know that I too have suffered. You know this is truth. Even though they tell the lies about me being a woman who has copulated with men for money, they do not tell of how they had pained me while I was incarnated in flesh. They do not tell of the severe treatment of me when the master left us for a while. Such contempt. Such utter sickness. When the master was crucified so was I but it was not my body they crucified but my soul. It was my heart that was already broken that had to bear the beatings by those cruel hands.
Helen: Mariam, is this my imagination? Please tell me that it is. Am I imagining that you said you were beaten? And hear the name of who did this, but please, answer me; who beat you? Is this my imagination?
Mariam: No, it is not your imagination. And yes; it was Peter who did it.
(I am crying. I feel like my entire heart and soul is being ripped out of my body. I feel utter sadness.)
It is ok to tell people now. I think it is about time they understand this truth.
Helen: I don’t know if I can do this. I don’t know if I can continue channeling this. I don’t know if people will reject this. But then again, how can I deny you this chance to tell your story? I am very sorry my Goddess. Please forgive my weakness.
Mariam: Oh, it is ok; please, do not ask for forgiveness. I know how hard it is for you. This is why you understand it and why you are so compassionate for others, why you love people so much because you have known pain. You have known this that I speak of. You have lived it the same moments as I lived it. It is ok.
Helen: Please continue.
Mariam: Yes, it was Peter who beat me. He believed that when the master died that he was not coming back. Peter has no faith at all. He only thought about how he would use what the master had taught to create his own following. You know that he did this anyway when he created the Roman Catholic Church. So he believed that the master was not coming back and that he was free to do with me as he wished. He had so little time but he did make the largest amount of damage to me in that little time.
Helen: Can you tell me what happened? Can you tell me what happened when Jesus was crucified? What happened when he was resurrected?
Mariam: I will tell you. This is why I have come to you now to reveal such things to you. You know you have always known what I will say to you. You are the wounded soldier of mine. You have fought so hard and I am so proud of you. People persecute you, yet like I did, you continue. You have not planted a seed of hope within people but a whole tree. So rise off your knees, Helena of the Tree; take my hand and feel my love.
(I take her hand and I begin to see flashes of visions. I see a lot of blood. I see Mariam screaming at the base of the cross. Jesus is telling her to move back and that it will be ok yet both know that as he slowly dies, a part of her soul disintegrates for they are joined not only as man and woman but as twin flames, two souls that are one and the same. Both, light bringers, light bearers, co-saviours of humanity and defenders of the sacred masculine and feminine. She speaks as I continue to see these things.)
None of this is your imagination. The master was indeed crucified and it was not beloved brother Judas who was the traitor but Peter. Peter had plotted and schemed constantly to take the masters place once he was crucified. The master and I had produced a son. When Jesus had returned to be baptized we had already become lovers, had been together for many years. The New Testament (none of it is a testament of truth) does not ever mention a child and this was done purposefully to protect Jacob, the son that I had with the master. Our boy.
Believe me when I say my soul died as the master gave his last breath. After that moment I feared for my life and for the life of my son. I knew that Peter was planning to dispose of me and the boy. The other brothers protected us as much as they could. You do not know how I needed the time to run by until the master returned. I spent my time with his body, keeping his wounds clean for when he returned.
Helen: Can you explain what you mean by his return? His body was there. He died. Where did you believe he had gone? Did he ever mention to you where his soul would go after he would die by crucifixion?
Mariam: Oh, yes, he did tell me. He told me that he was going to see king of Earth, his father.
Helen: So why did his soul have to leave at all? Why not just stay in the body?
Mariam: Because there were things he needed to do, to learn for the rest of his journey that he could not learn while his soul was contained within the vehicle of his body.
Helen: Why did Jesus leave you and Jacob if he knew what Peter had been plotting? Did he not worry?
Mariam: I was the only one who believed in who he was 100% and I had to stay to keep his truth alive until his return. I resurrected him by keeping the truth about who he was in the minds of his followers and with their faith and belief, he was able to return. When he did return, he just woke up.
Afterwards we had to leave as our lives were in more danger than ever. We travelled to Egypt, India, to many places. Jacob grew and married and had children of his own. We continued to feed the poor food of the soul and to teach others how to heal.
I want you to know that you have fire in your soul. You are on fire. You ARE fire. No matter what prejudice or opposition you have faced and will face, you will continue to do this. Continue to be. Never be ashamed of who you are. They are the ones who are full of shame; those who oppose you.
I want you to tell everyone about the great light that is coming to your world. I want you to tell all about this light that will anoint and baptize them with fire. The Cosmic Christ shall be with you soon but before he returns you shall all know this light. It will burn so brightly but will never hurt your eyes.
It is my gift to you; the light of wisdom.
(I begin to see Jesus coming closer and putting his arm around Mariam. Mariam looks up at him with so much love and he kisses her tenderly on the lips. They both look at me.)
Jesus: it is ok. You know what to do. This cross you bear will be lifted soon. I am just the memory of Theophilos. I am an archetype and so is he. Your suffering cannot go on for much longer.
(He shows me a clock; a white clock. I see the numbers 12:12)
This is it; this is the new number for you to work with. Is it a date? This I cannot reveal to you. It is up to you and your faith for that one. The road has been created for you, beautiful warrior. You both have our love. Walk forward without fear and trust that we are helping you through.
In the instance of true creation comes the flower of a billion stars. Each star represents you, my children. Each soul is so beloved of the creator and of the gods who nurture you. We are you guardians who treasure your existence and so what is paramount to us is your happiness and spiritual health.
And so I bring to you today the message of spiritual nourishment. I bring to you today the gift of true manna. I bring to you today that which will satisfy you and not leave you hungry anymore for those who are left wanting from a faith that they follow are not being fed or nourished by love and true wisdom.
My beautiful, beautiful loves; I want you to feel my heart swell within you; allow my presence that lives inside each and every one of you to expand which each breath you take. I place on the altar of your soul my rose of a billion stars. I place upon the altar of your consciousness my dove of peace and enlightenment. As Sophia, I awaken the I AM presence within you and I share with you so gently the one-ness of love and interconnectedness; with me, with the divine, with each other, and with every being on this planet, with every soul that ever was created, by all the love that belongs to you and all.
Know my beloved children than I, the Queen of Heaven and Earth, is preparing you for this road that is opening up now and this road you shall walk, hand in hand, heart to heart, soul to soul. This road that has now opened its gates to you is the road of human ascension, whereby all who are aware of their own soul evolution and present life destiny shall walk to the next dimension of self awareness and global transformation and revolution.
Breathe with me now; breathe with me. Breathe in love and exhale your intentions. Allow the breeze of your energy to carry your intentions to the universe. Focus on love. Focus on freedom. Focus on service. Focus on how you want your Earth to be; how you wish your brothers and sisters to be, as you enter this new dimension of truth and change for the entire human race.
Enjoy this moment, right now, and know that balance is being resurrected within you as I am resurrected within you and visualize the god and the Goddess dancing together within the heart of your soul as they perform the sacred marriage inside of your consciousness, the sacred marriage that brought you into being. Allow this duality of them and the duality of self to collapse as they become one and so you become one balance child of the creators who was created by the creator.
As you are being prepared for these special times know that all is safe and you are safe and that you are always held within the heart and mind of the divine. Know that as you enter the new epoch of human and Earth history, you shall be the ones remembered for reminding all about the community of self with all and all with self.
The divine have written their divine codes to open the stargates within you. Take the time to meditate and rediscover those codes that were scribed upon your souls by the hands of the gods. Know that these codes will harmonize both your spirit and matter and all your interactions with nature and every living being.
All that you need to know for now, trust that it is being brought into your consciousness. Know that your awareness is being introduced to people and events which will enhance your spiritual education. Be faithful in yourself and in the divine that you and they will work together to bring you through this new existence and celebrate with integrity the truth that I am walking among you and in your hearts, whispering my messages of encouragement into your divine ears and guiding you gently with my ripples within the Earth frequencies.
You must all hold together the thought of me; hold an image of my existence within your minds. Make it so that my ancient, primordial essence shall be reborn in the minds of those who tried to deny me and all of my children who have vouched for me. All those who have erected altars in my name. All those who have awakened to my voice and heard my call. You are home now, my beloved ones; home now and alive within the arms of my raw self, the divine and mighty Shekinah, the Sophia, the Shakti.
I am the Goddess of love, of lust, of passion, of wisdom, of war, of rage, of shadows, of light, of death and of rebirth. Beside me are the manifestations of the Goddess you know who like Ma’at, opens their wings to embrace you within their core beings. Beside me stands the god, the mighty Logos, the god of the hunt, the Sun, the powerful form and formless one of the cosmos who grants within you that Fatherly love you so crave.
I send to you know a beam of light, a beacon that enters your third eye and is then shared by the rest of your chakras. Welcome this activation of my will and the will of the gods, to connect with us during this time, your beloveds and beloved. We walk with you on this new path to this new dimension and we give you our strength to move through these difficult times you are experience and shall experience.
I bare my breasts to you and summon you to drink from my fountain of life and wisdom; get drunk from the nectar of the gods. Allow Ichor to be activated in your veins as you accept that you are indeed born from the loins of the gods and our blood runs through your veins. You are our children and your children’s children are our children. Through the recognition of your own divinity, you are automatically set free and you are born once again in the womb of the Great Mother from the seed of the Great Father. May the gods be praised!
Note to all readers: Please know that Sophia uses many words which are metaphors for others things pertaining to occult symbolism. You must understand that this is the RAW energy of Sophia, otherwise known as the Shekinah, the pure and almighty sacred feminine manifestation of the Creator. She speaks in a language that many will find hard to decipher.
Background: I close my eyes and I feel a fire. I see myself engulfed in this fire. This fire moves into my body and out of it and in and out and completely surrounds me. I know this energy; it is raw but I ask who wishes to connect with me anyway and I am told it is Sophia.
She begins to speak to me through this fire that resides within me. I feel and hear the voice coming from deep inside of me. She tells me I am being baptized once again with fire. Sophia proceeds to speak as I type…
“Heed my words and heed them well for I speak to those who are ready to hear and understand the undercurrents of truth that unite within the minds and hearts of all that bear witness to my existence. Not one of you is forgotten, not one of you is misplaced within the mind of the Creator.
The dark path has been opened up for the travelers of the East. They bring with them the truth of what has been and what is to come. Many talk about the future but not many talk about the past. Not many realize that the answers to the future lives in the past for it is there where all the true teachings were planted and it is from this Tree of Knowledge that bears the fruit that feeds the mystics of today.
Feel the ancients begin to rise. Rise from below your very feet. They have already endured the process of involution, already faced the pain of incarnation, and now they as ascending to meet the Sun. Truth and wisdom awaits them and they shall use it to open more channels with the scribes of old, the story tellers, the reality makers, the ones that build your world with their manifestations of the Tree.
I, Sophia, dig my feet deep down into the Earth. My hands reach up to the heavens and I grasp the moon. The Sun descends through the Holy Crown of the Queen and settles within the womb of chaos. I, Sophia, the divine feminine and sacred Priestess and injector of knowledge, send my roots down into the underworld to awaken the slumbering prophets. I spread my stirring call into the depths of awakening and rebirth. My roots, they are the serpents; they are the Sun worshipers. My roots; no axe can cut, no man can destroy. My serpents that change their skin and shape shift into beings of light, who dwell within human skin and who connect with the human psyche.
I will reignite the flame on Earth. I will sear the souls of all who know me and all who do not know me. I will instill within all the almighty rush of fire that will flip and turn the minds of those who have become my foe. I will instill with in all my gift of peace but first all must be cleansed and humbled to understand my place on the throne of Earth. With my hands I offer you the choice of sacrifice. I offer the choice to sacrifice the idol, the false image that you have called god. I offer you the opportunity to sacrifice this image upon my altar that is the branch of Daath. You have been bound and chained as I; bound and chained within the mind of you who have bound me with your ignorance. You must sacrifice the false idol of god to release me within you, so that I may bring forth all that is born from me.
(Note: She means a false representative of the divine that has been forced upon humanity. She does not rebuke idolatry but the idol she refers to is a soul-less human creation.)
Now the emanations of Venus will connect with your reality and along these channels and pathways walks a warrior of light who carries the light of the Sun and becomes the Sun and who bears the crown of the Star.
You shall know him. You shall know OF him. You will feel the thunderous cry of the gods as he enters your existence. You will feel the earth shake, you will see the lightening strike, you will transcend into a time of memory when you had known of him before.
You speak of your enslavement and I speak of mine. Know that all is mental; all is within the illusion that takes its role in your lives. You are not really here. You are not part of this reality. You are all vehicles that carry the message of the divine and stand in attendance and service to combat those who have discovered the keys to controlling your minds. The key is with you, the gate is with you, the bringer of destinies is soon to be with you.
And you shall enter into a new covenant. A covenant where your soul is the bargaining tool that never again will any of you put your foot upon your brothers and sisters. The covenant is the bargaining tool for your existence that you never again will you forget me. I can be cruel but I am fair. I can be ruthless until you recognize that you do not fight me but fight yourselves when you rebel against the divine laws of the universe or none of you can escape them for you are them. I AM you and I am love.